My name is Emma. No one gets to know my full name because I'm scared of any of the kids that go to my school finding me on here and making fun of me! I know, sounds stupid, but it's true. And plus I just don't want anyone to know my real name. Be glad I told you that! Anyway, I will admit I have cut myself and also have tried to commit suicide, three times. I guess that I don't cut myself anymore, well I haven't for awhile and I want to get out of the habbit. I've had a lot of shit happen to me in my life. And I'm one of those people that can tell you that words really do hurt. And if they don't hurt you than, you my friend are a liar! I love white tigers, screamo music, singing, laughing, drawing, coloring, writing stories and so on~ I love anime, and I know a lot of people don't like it, but eh. I'm perverted, immature, stupid, crazy, funny, and a total bitch. I guess you could say I made up my own personality at school. And I am one of those people who absolutely hates it. I don't care if I see my friends there, I hate it! I don't want to be there, even if I get to see my friends I don't care. Schools and learning can burn. And people are always like "Then you would be stupid and wouldn't know anything." Well fine then! I don't care, school is boring and it sucks. It's full of inconsiderate, intolerable, idiotic bastards. Oh I didn't mention I was half lesbian did I? Well half lesbian is bi-sexual. Me and my friends just joke saying I'm half lesbian. Heh. There isn't a lot of places I can vent out my feelings or thoughts. My family is totally the opposite of me. Hates everything I pretty much like, they just tolerate me. My friends are super, dupper, ubberly amazing. I don't know where I'd be without them here. <3
I wish I was pretty; Like those popular girls that walk around
and get all the boys.
So I could get that one guy to like me.
So I could have friends
So I wouldn't get made fun of.
So I wouldn't feel bad about myself.
So I would stop comparing myself to everyone
else.
So I dyed my hair red last night before
Halloween.
And I went to school with it.
Through half the day,
Kids started calling me,
Ariel and Ronald McDonald.
Repeatedly.
I almost started crying.
They thought it was a joke,
But it wasn't funny to me.
If anyone knows how cruel people are.
It'd be me.