EmbraceTheUndertow

 I'm a 17 year                      
         
 old girl and lost in this world. I'm not sure what I'm going to be when I grow up or where I'm going but I want to do something important in my life. I love photography my room is filled with pictures.The pictures are my greatest memmories. I'm the weird kid at school. But I'm just being who I am. I'm not a clone so I don't follow what everone else I just be myself. The person who inspires me the most is my mom. She is my everything and we have been through so much. She is also my best friend and I can tell her anything and she want judge me.                                                                                          But like everyone else I don't tell her everything. I have the most amazing friends they are always there for me when I fall and they always help me get back on my feet. They are so crazy though but I love them to death. My greatest fear is getting older not just because of the wrinkles or being helpless its because I don't want to lose the people I love. Like them moving away or dying....I love reading books because I can take a step out of the real world and into someones imagination. I love all kinds of music and music is my life. I don't really have any talents i can draw a little and I can listen if you need me. I'm not single and I'm dating my best friend of four years:)                                                                                                                                                       we started dating 9-17-11... Before him and still sometimes in the back of my head I don't think love is real... Cause it just seems fake and it doesn't never last... I think you grow up watching fairy tales your whole life so it makes you believe its real.. But maybe I'm wrong and some where out there is love.. This is my first boyfriend that I acually think really cares and maybe really loves me so maybe one day I'll believe that its real but right now I don't want to hope for something so big and then be let down later on...