Emeline_Desires

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Hey. 
Just thought I'd say, feel free to call me George.

Anyways, I'm George... I have another nickname and that's Boo.

I'm 14 at the moment, I was born on a wednesday (my favorite day of the week), on October 29th, in 1997.

I love music, I want to learn how to play the guitar, and I know a bit on the violin. 

My favorite songs are "Nothing To Lose", "Standing In The Rain", "Surrender" (Billy Talent),"Fuck you", "22", "Who Would Have Know" (Lilly Allen), "Let's Kill Tonight", "Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothing Off", "The Ballad Of Mona Lisa", "I Write Sins Not Tragadies", "Build God Then We'll Talk" (Panic! At The Disco), "Raised By Wolves", "The Drug In Me Is You" (Falling In Reverse) and many more...

I'm pansexual, and currently "wondering" in the gender department, but to better explain, I usually just feel more like a person than like a certain gender.

I read a lot, I write alot, I'm on teenhelp.org under George^^ and on Fanfiction.net as 4EverGeorge, and on Deviantart as CainTNT.

I spend a lot of time on the computer, but that's mostly because sometimes everything gets too hard. I've had and battled and still am battling depression, but I can say, that I know I can fight my feelings because I am better than that. I am stronger than the feelings of suicide and so is anyone else. 

I'd just like to say, George is a nickname my grandpa use to call me, and I really miss him, but I can only hope that someday I'll get to see him again.

-If anyone ever needs to talk, about anything, I'm always open-

-George, or "Emeline_Desires".
 

Quotes by Emeline_Desires

You and Me, Me and You.

I understand you, 
And you understand me.
Why does that make me
As happy as I can be?

You understand
What its like,
to be emotionally
volleyed around.

Girl.
Boy.
Boy.
Girl.

Which is it?
What makes it so hard
To be ourselves?

You understand,
what it is like,
to be two,
and be one,
All at once.

Does that mean,
I'm not as freakish as 
I seem?
If someone is just like me?
I admit,
I'm the opposite,
but you understand,
don't you?

The beauty,
and the curse,
of being two
all at once.

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That smile you get when someone you like takes time to talk to you.

<3

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I
feel
so
stupid.
Because
I'm
so 
happy
to 
be
talking
to
a
girl
I 
don't
even
really
know
because
she
made
the 
PM
line 
thingy
"<3
I
Love
You".
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Why does talking to someone make me feel so happy,
is it because they called me a man and I call them a woman?
I don't know. 
Anyways, she told me to "clean my room, young man." because I said it was a mess...
I think I'll be flying high tonight, except when I have to turn off all technology till tomorrow....
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I think it's funny, I'm talking to this person, named Kaitlen, and I feel so happy. Like, major happy, and I got that way because she said "babez" and said my stupid closet joke was funny... I don't know who she is, what she looks like, or what she likes, but I'm pretty happy at the moment.
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I feel like someone is kind of flirting on me on this website, and I'm interested... but they probably aren't except they've said "babez" and I answered something stupid because I'm doing something stupid which is clean out my closet, which isn't my favorite place to be and then made a closet joke!
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I'm doing the worst thing at the moment...

Being in the closet.

What I mean by that is I'm cleaning my closet... it's dirty in there.

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Can I admit that as much as I'm telling myself I don't love you, I love you?

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So....
When are you going to come out as straight?

I mean, I've come out as Pansexual, when do all the straight people come out?

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Look at me,
And what do you see?
A girl,
With a quite streak?
Look harder,
Look deeper,
Because that isn’t me.
 
I’ll ask you my name,
You’ll all answer the same.
But listen harder,
Let me tell you again,
The name’s George,
I’m not changing it again.
 
Tell me my gender,
Let you describe it with a G,
Before reminding you,
That is simply not me.
Look harder,
Look deeper,
I am a B.

I'll ask you my sexuality,
clearly you'll get that right,
I'm not in the closet,
with my pansexuality.
You'll probably say straight,
I mean,
who isn't?
In this world full of hate?

Look harder,
look deeper,
think more.
If you got those all wrong,
do you even know me?

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