Emily7

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Joined: September 16, 2012
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user id: 330953
Gender: F
Freshman in highschool, who's there for everyone but herself. 

Quotes by Emily7

Everyone eventually starts to care less and less about me. They all leave and ignore my existance. Even the ones that promised they wouldnt. Even my bestfriends.
The amount of pain i'm in right now is undescribable. Hello basketball season.
I've had enough, its a sad day when the people bringing me down the most are my own family. 
Hold my brother's hand and I'm his mother standing in a sudden panic like a drugless addict.

Hoping for the best, but expecting the worst.
This is going to be harder than I thought...
Nobody should ever feel so bad about themselves, about their existance. Nobody should ever have thoughts of killing themselves or cutting themselves. But in the world we live in so many people feel like this. It really bothers me knowing that there are people out their harassing, bullying, and torturing others. Its so immature that some people have to see others at their all time low to be happy. And if anyone needs help or someone to talk to im here. Don't let those people get to you they're just insecure because they know their horrible people. Keep your heads up and keep fighting because I promise you it gets better.
Highschool is where you realize who your real friends are. And in my case I realized I have none. Its when you fianally start to realize who was just using you for the ride. When the people you thought were your bestfriends start ditching you, leaving you out, and hanging out with their new friends is when you feel like complete sh.t. You realize you were used for the past 3 years, calling someone your "bestfriend" when only to find out they could care less about you. Highschool is where people turn into what they said they would never be. And you just have to sit back and watch the person you know become the person you knew, knowing that there's nothing you can do about it. And then you'll start to feel alone, because in your mind they were all you had.
Take the god damn hint for once.
That awkward moment when your a freshman and have the biggest crush on a junior that doesnt even know you..