(This is just something that I REALLY need to
get off my chest. You don't need to read this, but I really
appreciate anyone who does.)
I always try my best to be nice to everyone.
I never hurt people intentionally.
I can't be mean to anyone, no matter how much sorrow or anger
they cause me.
I don't get any feelings of pleasure from being mean to
people, just feelings of remorse and guilt.
Even when it would be "justified" for me to be mean to
them, I refuse to stoop to their level.
That's just how I am.
But I feel like nobody appreciates me for my kindness.
For all the nice things that I do for people, nothing good ever
happens to me.
And no one even bothers to try to make feel better when I'm
upset.
It's not like anyone could make me feel better anyways, but
I'd at least appreciate the effort!
But no one even acts like they care.
No one makes any effort to try to understand how I feel.
I just don't understand why this happens to me all the
time.
Why do I always have to feel like I can't do anything
right?
Why do I always have to feel so depressed?
Why do people always have to bring me down?
Why can't people appreciate my kindness instead of taking
advantage of it?
I guess I just need something in my life.
Something, anything, to make me feel better.
But I really just don't know what that would be...
I think that everyone is beautiful in some way.
So don't ever let anyone tell you that you aren't.
Maybe
you aren't able to see your own beauty.
But
I'm someone who is able to look past other peoples'
flaws.
And
focus on everything that is amazing about them.
So,
just do the same thing for yourself.
Look past your
flaws.
And think all of the good that you bring to this
world.
And how beautiful you truly are.