Status: Things get better with time, but sometimes the time is longer than we can handle.
Joined: April 18, 2012
Last Seen: 9 years
user id: 293312
Gender: F

Well ok I hate these things so here goes nothing....
My name is Emmy.
I love music, all music, its my life. 
I'm an artist, I paint.
I am the kind of person who allows my self to trust and love way to easy.
I get hurt, alot.
I have been hurt in the past.
If i seem quiet and distant its because its easier for me to protect myself that way. 
I cut for 2 years, quit for 4, cut for like a month, and stopped again going on 5 months now I think... 
Well thats all I think needs to be known about me... :)

Quotes by EmmyLou

O.o sorry I have been away for, well ages honestly. But I've been busy with college ang life... I love how things are right now. I know you might not believe me, but once you get out of high school things change, people change, and well the world looks at everythign differently. Give it a chance. College will change you life in one way or another, if you open yourself up to it, it will change you for the best. <3 

Well, I did it today. I burried one of my best friends. Now its time to try and get back to something like normal, maybe with any luck it will be easy, but I have the feeling it is going to be hard and awful. 

I need somone more than ever right now, and of course theres no one there. 

I saw him today. In a coffin, eyes closed, body unmoving. His body has been through so much, he barely resembles himself. But its him, his name is on the guest book. Hes dressed well, matched perfectly. He would have been happy with the outfit. Reality is hard enough to deal with reguarly, but when you have to face the reality that you have lost a friend its even harder. When you have to look at his family and say "I'm sorry for your loss" its hard. To see him laying there, so lifeless its hard. He was my friend, and a light to everyonr he met. His life and fire was contagious. It was something I thought would never be distinguished. I guess everyone has an end in their lives. All we can do is celebrate the life that was lived, how ever short it might have been. Rest in Peace. 
Love you always,

Its crazy how one event can change everything. I lost a friend today, he was taken before he had even lived. R.I.P. Man, you will be greatly missed. 
~Emmy. 7/3/2012

So I cooked dinner last night... then I went to bed. 
I wake up this morning to find all the leftovers still on the stove, so when I call my mom to ask her a question I bring up the leftovers this is how the conversation went...

Me: You didn't put up the leftovers....
Mom: I know.
Me: Why not?
Mom: I didnt know if you were finished eating.
Me: I went to bed.....
Mom: Oh well it made you sick last night anyway.
Me: I was gonna eat that for lunch today.... Now I'm gonna starve.
Mom: You won't starve, there is peanut butter.  

 My mother I swear. If I don't put up the leftovers after she cooks the world ends, but she doesnt do it and its no big deal, seems slightly unfair if you ask me. And it never made me sick, I just got a headache. She just blames it on my cooking. Oh, and I don't like peanut butter!!!!!! Well some times its ok, but still. 

Oh Thank you Steve! You have returned my Witty chat to me before I had a complete break down. :)
Life has once again regained its normality, now if only I could get my sleeping habbits back to normal life would be perfect. 

One more quote about my chat not working... I miss my Witty chat :( 

Ok now thats out of my system... Maybe I can contain myself long enough for chat to get fixed. Hoping its soon.