EmmyLou

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"Dont act like an angel your fallin again, your no super hero I found in the end. So lie to me once again and tell me everything will be alright. Lie to me once again and ask yourself before we say goodbye, well goodbye.  Was it worth it in the end."

~12 Stones "Lie to Me"

So We are friends, and He is great...sometimes. We used to mess around, nothing major "friends with benefites". I thought I could stay disconected. But when someone is there for you when no one else is and helps keep your world together there is no hope of staying disconnected. Needless to say, I fell for him, and I fell hard. So I tried to ignore it, then I got mad cuz i was a rebound to him and thats all. Through all the break ups and drunken conversations and the all night texting sessions hes never once realized that if he would only ask I more than likely wouldn't say no. He never asked, what he did do was find a girl my age, someone that he just met, and decided to choose her. Today he texted me, asking about a movie. I told him what I thought and he stopped texting me, later I texted him and asked why he wanted to know about that movie and if he watched it.. He said, he was going to, but he got busy. He then continued to tell me that his girlfriend had come over and..... I said I dont wanna know that, all he did was laugh. Guess I am officially not ever going to be with him. I'd love to move on, but some how its always easier to say than do. 

Just needed to vent. Thanx for reading.
~Emmy.  

AgentP22 + Me = SEXYYY!!!

"Everybody talks"
~Neon Trees

So yesterday he was texting me, no big deal we always talk. The he slipped up and said he was driving, I was like to where? He told me Old mexico first and I said your full of crap. then he said New Mexico for a job. That made more sense... So I let it go.. Fast forward to Senior Awards today.. Guess who just happens to be there to present an award, you you guessed it. He was there, at my high school after flat out lieing to me. I was livid. I told him I wanted to take off me shoe and beat him with it. He just smiled and said he wanted to surprise me... Fine, but it doesn't change the fact he lied to me. I know it might be a small thing, but i don't like liars and if he lied about that what else could he be lieing about? Not to mention he still has a girlfriend. I'll be glad when summer semester starts and hes 5 hours away all the time. 

Sorry everyone. I had to vent. Thanx for reading.
~Emmy 

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That irritating moment when you call a friend and their ringback tone is the same as his ringtone... Then you stand there glaring at your phone thinking I hate you!!!!

Totally happened this morning... FML that song is ruined for life. 

So I just read something that says "people who self injure (cut, burn, etc.) are more likely to be in car accidents." no explaination... I wanna know why the two are linked. Anyone have any ideas? 
Thanks,
~Emmy