Engel

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Joined: January 31, 2010
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 100004


"An error can never become true however many times you repeat it.
     The truth can never be wrong, even if no one hears it."
-Gandhi





All About me
first about my username, Engel is afrikaans for Angel, a nickname both my mum and best friend use for me. I was born and raised in Namibia. Yes, I'm African. I believe that the fact that I had the opportunity to grow up there has helped me a lot in life; I have a much more open minded view on things than most people do, and I try to find the beauty in the most simple things. I currently live in Qatar, in the Middle East. It was a very big change for me, it's taken me four years to adapt to my new surroundings. I have come to believe that I am unique, and that I shouldn't try so hard to change and be like other people: It's being the real me that truly matters, and what draws in the people who are closest to me. I am a brand new wittier, all because of my best friend. She got me hooked on quotes from witty, and I finally decided I was going to use witty as a creative/artistic release. I absolutely love writing, art, sports, photography and have recently discovered my musical talent :L. I fully support PETA, and am Pescatarian (I only eat fish). The people closest to me are Fatty (see the next box).  Without these people in my life, I would die and I would be completely lost and all alone. Most of my quotes will be based on broken heartedness, depression, sometimes selfharming, and other times to inspire people out there to hopefully reach their full potential. I'm here if anyone needs someone to talk to. You may add me on facebook if you wish, but I will be picky about who I accept. Otherwise you can just facebook inbox me if you need help; just ask :) <3
FATTY
in my about me box, I mentioned my best friend. The most special, amazing, strong, beautiful, co-operative yet stubborn person in my life. She has been there for me through it all, she is one of the only people who truly understands me; sure there may be a few years difference in our ages, but that doesn't separate our bond. I quite literally would die without this child in my life :) This truly amazing one I speak of goes by the name of Amy. Can't wait to see her again <3

 

















C R E D I T

Quotes by Engel



My boyfriend's friend was in a surfing accident about 7 days ago. He dove into a wave without knowing how shallow the water was. He's now paralyzed below the chest, little chance of recovery.
I'd like to ask you guys to pray for him, or if you're not religious, keep him in your thoughts. He was an amazing athlete, and is now my reason for running; I'm going to run for Carl. No one should have to experience that, especially not at age 17.
-     nmf
 

 
Who would want to be friends with someone,
who can't even stand themselves...

Not mine
mywords.notmyformat.

I'm not used to ;
this anymore...
  being accepted, then left behind all over again..
standing on the outside and looking :/
in has never been this difficult...








Not my format .


Why does something
as simple as a "good night beautiful" from a guy.
♥ make my day? ♥ ah, because slowly but surely I'm beginning to believe in it;



 

mine♥
p.s. they're not all bad :]♥





I may be 17; but I still wish that I could take my teddy bear to school just so that I don't have to be alone.







 



Diggin' a hole and

the walls are caving in behind me
airs getting thin, but I'm trying

I'm breathing in The fear you won't fall- Joshua Radin
& now I feel;
like such a b i t c h,
I messed up and
***and lead him on;**
I got him to fall for me
Before I even knew what

it is that I wanted :/
words are mine; format credit to whoever; sorry not in a state to remember

 

 

One Or the Other;
It shouldn't be this difficult 

Why can't I makethis decision?  

oh right, because they're both amazing... 
notmyformat[:






    Someone tell me 

why now that I know he wants me too,

that I'm suddenly scared, + acting like I don't care and why i keep chasing someone who fancies me, but doesn't want to be with me?


This boy is everything I've ever wanted, why am I throwing it away?


 
notmyformat.
 

If I traded it all if I,

 gave it all away for one thing,Just for one thing
& if I sorted it out; If I knew all about this one thing
Wouldn’t that be something

 

notmyformat :]