Enticed

and yes, You were right.time to live isnt it?

And yes, Im still here for you, yes i still care and yes i still love you, despite how upset and angry i was. am. same thing i guess.
I'l still always be here for you through thick and thin, just stop using me. because thats how it feels.
I dont know if your going to come back, but if in some miracle you do, il still be here for you.

i hope your okay.
i really do.
really.

take no notice. this is not
real, it is a draft of some sort
that has progressed into a vent.

Thankyou to everyone who tried to help me.
but it didnt work,
and im sorry for ending everything this way,
but i believe in all of you.
im going, and im never coming back.
i wont be able to.
if yourve picked up on what im talking about doing here, you know me oh so well.
Things are getting to me. too many things.
I dont feel cared about anymore.
i dont feel liked, wanted anymore.
ive lost the peice of me that i need to be happy.
if you know what im talking about, you know me even better,
since January, ive been getting worse.
ive been doing things i hate.
ive been feeling things i shouldnt.
ive been going insane

your probably wondering what im saying?
well. after this letter, im cutting off as much contact as possible with the world.
no, im not intentionally killing myself.
it shall be an accident that needed to happen.
maybe someone understands what im going through?
bull-shxxt.
i love and care about you all. and thankyou.

but im not going on.
 

ive left witty. gotta concentrate on other things aha

I fuc­king hate you.

a girl like you is impossible to find.

Now i have to chose.
Jump, or deal with it.
I choose jump.

id like to scream right now. very loudly. so loudly that i pass out and die, ahaa.