I FEEL LIKE I'M
GONNA EXPLODE!
I have
so many projects. I can't keep track of them all. I bought one
of those mini calendar things, just so I don't get
behind.
My mouth
is killing me! I have all this orthodontic work in my mouth, I
can't chew anything! I am constantly hungry, I never have
enough time to finish eating.
I am
underweight. The fact that I can't chew much and obviously
I'm not getting enough food isn't helping.
!!!
I still
haven't gotten my period either, witty. I... I don't want
to have blood coming out of my vaagina, but I feel like a little
kid. It makes me feel insecure about myself. My doctor basically
said I'm never going to have my period unless I gain
weight.
My chest
is almost flat. I feel so awkward, when even people who don't
deserve to have a big chest have boobs, and I just have almost
nothing.
I'm
feeling so stressed. I don't know what to do about anything...
I don't have time to even think about anything!!! I have so
much schoolwork!
Please,
Lord, help me. I'm gonna go
CRAZY!!!