EricaxImmortal

Status:
Joined: July 20, 2010
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 117346

Quotes by EricaxImmortal

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Truth Is~17;
 
~I enjoy having the amount of power I do over various people.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Truth Is~16;
 
~I hold back and put on a smile. I stopped wearing all black and tried to change the imagine I put off to happy. I know he needs light around him so I try my best to be the small bit of light in his life...even though I'm not feeling up to it. Practically every day I'm ready to cry and all I do is tell myself he needs me, put on a smile, suck it up and take every chance I can to hug him as if I will never see him again. Even though he doesn't know what goes on anymore...it still provides some sort of comfort...for both fo us I hope.~

So take your hand in mine
It's ours tonight
This is a Rebel Love Song


 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Truth Is~14;
 
~I want her to hit me. Not because I like fighting...not because I could win...but because I would have the oppertunity to punch her in the face and claim it was "self-defense. One time is all I need the rest of the time I'd love to have her beat the snot out of me pointlessly.~
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Truth Is~13;
 
~She took my place and maybe that'd be okay, if I wasn't still sitting here trying to make you happy, trying to listen to you, trying to be there...maybe if you had told me i wasn't "doing my job" and needed someone else...so I could just stop trying. My efforts are wasted~
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Truth Is~12;
 
~My boyfriend is really attracted to "scene/emo" girls. I get overly jealous when he talks to his friends, even if I'm with him, that could be put into that group even though I know I'm the only one he's truly bothered about having. :/~
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Truth Is~11;
 
~It upsets me that my mother can't understand my relationship. I know all teenagers say their parents don't "understand" but I honestly don't think she does. She complains that we don't spend enough time together and maybe that's true. Maybe I should be with someone who isn't taking depression meds, maybe someone who can smile and can handle a full day of school. Maybe I should be in a totally different relationship, but I can't be. The guy I fell in love with at least a year ago was happy...he did smile. Now he doesn't but he's getting help and things will be better when his beautiful smile stays on his face, but until then...what kind of person would walk out just because things are bad? Like the saying goes if I don't want him at his worst then I don't deserve him at his best. I wish she could understand that theory properly.~

Please Take Me Anywhere But
Here

 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Truth Is~10;
 
~I've decided if things don't work out well with my current boyfriend that I'm just going to stop dating completely. Maybe I'd date an ex that I leave hanging, but no one new. Watching the pain, all for show or not, that I unintentionally put people through is becoming too much to bare.~
< 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 Next >