Erinbaybee

forget the time that he walked by,
forget the times he made you cry,
forget the times he spoke your name,
remember; now, you're not the same.
forget the time he held your hand,
forget the sweet things, if you can,
forget it all, and don't pretend....
remember; now, he's just your friend.

 

 

Six feet under
Deep in the ground.
This is where I lay
all safe and sound.
My eyes don't open,
my heart doesn't beat.
A cold lifeless body
from my nose to my feet.
Don't cry for me 
as you stand over my grave.
My wish was fullfilled,
it was death that I craved.
Don't wish for me back,
for I am long gone.
You thought I was happy,
but I was sad all along.
A broken little soul,
depessed and alone.
But I smiled so lovely,
who would have known?
If my absense saddens you,
if it brings you any pain
Remember this was my choice.
I had no happiness to gain.
I am nothing but memories
with this stone above my head.
Mommy, aren't you proud?
Your little girl is dead.

 

she lies on the floor
shaking & afraid
her body broken & sore
praying for someone to rush to her aid

as she cries her last tears
she reaches for the knife
& remembers her painful last years
slowly, she sticks it in her heart, taking away her life

♥

We are survivors,
we are fighters.
We believe
we'll succeed.
Through life's hardships,
we'll keep your light lit.
We'll take your mind away,
we'll be your sanctuary.