Etsimaresei

you're my everything
 M e e t i n g  you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice but falling in love with you;; was [[ B E Y O N D ]]my control. 

Have you ever loved


someone...
 

who just doesn't f e e l the same?

 

trying to m a k e somebody care for you;; the w a y I do.

 

It's like trying to  catch  the  ---->    r a i n.
 

Have you ever been in love? 
 Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love. 

" When I was 5 years old,
my mother always told me happiness was the key to life.
When i went to school, they asked me what I wanted
to be when I grew up. I wrote down happy
  "  They told me I didnt understand the assignment.
I told them they didnt understand life"
-John Lennon.