EveryHelloEndsInAGoodbye

How much pain do you have to go through
until giving up is okay?

I just wanted one thing
One thing for myself.
But you couldn't even let me have that could you?
I'm getting tired of this. I asked you to stop but you didn't listen.
When are you going to learn?

I swear some people go out of their way just to p!ss me off.

It's like they just don't have a life so they need to find out everything about mine!!

Never Lose Hope

A child goes missing. A family is torn apart. A world turned upside down. A teenage girl left to pick up the pieces. When Charlotte Martin disappears with no trace, her sister is left to pick up the pieces of her broken family. Sophie Martin was the last to see her sister before she went missing, she never lost faith she always believed they would find Charlotte. Detectives have come and gone, all thinking they had the answers. None ever did. What happens when the new detective moves in next door? His main suspect is Sophie herself? How can she hide the fact her father and brother skipped town? How far will one sister go to save the other?



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You see that girl? Yeah, her
She seems so invincible right?
But just touch her & she'll flinch
She has secrets & she'll trust no one
She's the perfect example of betrayal
'Cause everyone she strusted
Broke her

I don' think I'll ever be able to understand how a person who knowingly has a child, someone they helped raise even if just for a little while, wants nothing to do with them. I don't care if the other parent of that child is horrible, or made a mistake, I will never be able to understand how someone can abandon their own flesh and blood. I could never imagine getting up, going to work, going about your everyday life not knowing where your child is, how they're feeling, what they're doing with their life. It hurts knowing there is someone out there who did that to me, knowing that the man that helped raised me has no idea what I'm doing, how I am, where my life is heading. It hurts even more knowing that he doesn't give a toss about me. But I know one thing, one great thing that will come out of this. If I ever have kids I know I will never put them through this.

Do you have that best friend
Thats not really your friend at all
They always try to put you down
Saying "wouldn't you rather know the truth" 
When really they are so happy to see you hurt
They call you names and show off in front of their more 'popular friends'
they just use you to make themselves feel better
Do you have that best friend that's more like an enemy in disguise?

OCD

I leave my room to go to the bathroom. On my way I see that my family has left their shoes in the hall so of course I have to out them away, then I see my sister has left her coat on the bannister, so then I have to hang it up, which then leads me to organising the coats into groups, my brothers, my dads, my mums and then my sisters. (Mine are kept in my room). I then notice that the floor could do with hoovering, well now I've noticed it, it has to be done. By the time I finally make it to the bathroom I can't remember when I last cleaned it, and even though my mum insists she cleaned it this morning, I have to clean it again. And once it's done my dad comes home, hangs his coat on the bannister, walks through the house with shoes on, leaves his bag on the floor in the hall. So it all begins again. 

So I'm sitting in McDonald's in joggers and a hoodie when a load of guys in suits walk in and everyone just stares at them. They just look so out of place.