EverythingHappensToMe

Status: The doctors say only a few weeks left.... sorry guys. I TRIED.
Joined: August 27, 2012
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 327724
Location: Hospital bed, probably where I'll stay for the rest of my life.
Gender: F
LIFE=

Pretty damn stuffed :(





Doctors say only a few weeks left.

I TRIED.

But im to weak now. So my witty account may just sit here, if i do die, unless I assign it to one of the nurses or something. They still dont know i go on witty all day in bed. :P
 
In my pic, I look pretty healthy. That was two years ago
Now i sit in a hospital 24/7 because i suffef from LUPUS. Lupus is a condition in which your immune system accidentally attacks important organs or your skin, instead of attacking foreign bacteria.

My Lupus attacks my kidneys, and there fore my kidneys cant clean my blood. I have to get hooked onto a machine that cleans my blood and returns it safely to my body since my kindeys cant.

I have no friends and being hooked up to a machine for seven hours a day and at least 4 days a week it is hard. Luupus could take my life anyday, and i have noone to support me, My parents aree... Dead.

WITTY IS EVERYTHING TO ME
THE ONLY SUPORT

I had to leave school when i was in grade ten, to go to hospital because i was diagnosed with severe Lupus. and now i get online lessons so i dont go dumb.

Before i was diagnosed with lupus, i lived with my uncle. He and my aunt were the legal gaurdians once my parents died. My ucle, was a majorly addicted user. He used cocaine and smoked pot. When his addictions got even deeper he was afraid me or my aunt would tell some people. My aunt gave me her laptop and a week later, my uncle murdered her while i was at school. He set up a pot farm in the back room but He couldn't bring himself to kill me so instead he locked my in my room, took me out of school and fed me two meals and a bottle of water a day. I escaped when one day he went to get more cocaine and go to the shops. I climbed into the roof cavity through the roof hatch which happened to be in my room. I fell through the roof, it hurt like hell. And then he came home. Walked in the house,saw the whole in the roof and thats when i struck in the face with a frypan. I was never a violent child. i was put itno to Juvinile detentionn for 1 year, then returned to school.
I was slightly overweight when i went back to school, after all what excersize can you do lcoked in a cell and juvi for most the day? Everyone started teasing and bullying me. I was franticc to lose weight and i became anorexic. If i did eat anything i would force my self to throw it back up anyway. Then i was rushed to hospital. I hated it. All these other skinny girls, faces caked in makeup, trying to make their skinny, flesh and bones, FAT bodies pretty. Thats when i realiesed i wasn't fat. I was fine. Infact i was dangerously underweight.  After i began eaating normally i returned to school again.

The next year, I was shopping with friends and i was raped. A hot young guy, but still, i was under the legal age limit. And he just pulled me into the disabled toilet and ... yeah.....
A year later i was diagnosed with Lupus.

My life has taken all the wrong turns nd it isn't fair. That is why i called my account EverythingHappensToMe.

Thankyou for supporting me through EVERYTHING
THANKS WITTIANS

Luv Lydia

Quotes by EverythingHappensToMe




Anyone wanna give me a Kidney for my Bday?

Because that would save my life.



Life is the best gift you could EVER give someone.
Exept only that unlucky few need it.

It's not fair here
 

Why me?

I don't understand. I need to know. I need help.
I need to see a reason, I need to see a POINT, in living.

>>And at this stage, I cant find one<<
Im not going to commit suicide or anything, there is no reason to. My condition, Lupus, will probably do the job for me, in a few weeks.

I NEED A REASON TO FIGHT!
So please, comment and tell me why I should. Because right now, I feel pointless, sitting in a hospital bed whilst chldren are starving and living in poverty. Some dying from much worse cases than me, why am I the lucky one who gets to fill this space in the hospital?
Why, when I'll probably die anyway?

If you dont know what Lupus is, maybe search it up. It attacks my kidneys. It is where your immune system accidentally attacks good organs or parts of your body instead of fighting the bad bacteria.

And for me to live, I need a kidney transplant. The only thing is, there are no kidneys to give me, and If i find one, I could die in the operation too.

Im sorry for all this rant, but i just need some help.
SO someone tell me. What is my point?

And please, if you see this steve, it would make my day, If you could do one thing for me. Follow me. It's on my bucket list and im running out of time.



 

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