Express_Yourself

Hey there,

You're my fountain of youth, because when I breath
you I feel young. You're my rainbow and my pot of
gold When I talk to you I melt Because you set my
icy heart on fire and make my rain clouds turn to sun

Hey you,

you don't know who you are,    Cause it's
gotten so bad you can't think   Cause you
can't blame the drugs     At the end of the
day  When the gloves are off      And the
curtain is drawn Can't you see it    Words
hurt more than actions And the booze on
your breath   Hurts less than the words it
laces

I Haven't Won

W h a t    t o     d o     n o w
after all has been said and done
I   don't    know    how
to win when    I haven't won.


I    u n d e r s t a n d    what you said
but it happens to be just out of my reach
You can    no longer help me
I now feel dizzy and have slurred speech



:x:  W h y    t h i s    i s    s o :x:
is something you've showed me
through hate and l i e s
I get it now,    I can finally see


I believe there is   good
i n  a l l  t h a t  i s bad
but right now, right here
I believe nothing in    all
that    is    sad


Sadness  overwhelms      me
that is something      you know
and the thing I don't understand
is how you could stoop  so low



all mine, please don't jock.

Tears For You

As I lie Here thinking of you,
You're holding her in your Arms tonight,
I'm lieing here staring up at the stars
as everything becomes blurred with
the startings of my endless drops of tears for you.
I love you, but you don't love me.



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*New Found Feelings♥
I haven't seen him in a while
so my feelings dissapeared
I fell for that other boy
yeah, the one I liked last year

but this time it's different
because he likes me back
so I fell twice as hard
there's nothing that he lacks

although I have moved on
I still think of him
all the memories that we shared
but still there's that other boy
that I went after on a limb

Maybe the feelings I had
didn't completely go away
for they still linger inside me
slowly disappearing day by day

I don;t want to choose
between the two of them
but my feelings I think are stronger
for my new love for him

Well I'll just play it by ear
seeing how this goes
I love the both of them
that's something not one of them knows


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*Where the Sidewalk Ends♥

There is a place where the sidewalk ends
And before the street begins,
And there the grass grows soft and white,
And there the sun burns crimson bright,
And there the moon-bird rests from his flight
To cool in the peppermint wind.

Let us leave this place where the smoke blows black
And the dark street winds and bends.
Past the pits where the asphalt flowers grow
We shall walk with a walk that is measured and slow,
And watch where the chalk-white arrows go
To the place where the sidewalk ends.

Yes we'll walk with a walk that is measured and slow,
And we'll go where the chalk-white arrows go,
For the children, they mark, and the children, they know
The place where the sidewalk ends.

Shel Silverstein

Oaktree

Taking your life,
By gun or knife,
It's just not right.
Thinking only of yourself
What about everyone else?
Do we not count?
I tried to be there for you when you were down and out
I suppose it wasn't enough
Or maybe it was just too much.
I was coming to see you before you died.
The staff couldn't take me, I got denied.
Wondering what I could have done different
To keep you here in lifes existence.
I understand why you couldn't take anymore
But so soon did you have to knock upon Heaven's door
If only you had waited
Maybe your suicide we could have anticipated
Stopped it before it started
And now we wouldn't be down hearted
Sad and lost
Your no longer in pain, but at such an extreme cost.
Eventually it would have went away
Not permenately you see
Just until you didn't grieve constantly.
That 410 is hard to bounce back from
I want you to know that what you did was dumb
I will forever remember your cold dead face
That's the last thing I see in your place.
A gapeing hole in your head
I know your not happy now that your dead
Our family has been torn apart
No more Christmas or Thanksgiving that's just the start
My heart has been broke in two
At the sight of death and you
Lying in your casket
Surrounded by lovely flower baskets
Many people cared for you
But your pain blinded your view
I was there untl the very end
You will allways be my very best friend
I looked to you for advice
Although I wasn't allways nice
I know you tried to

-Rachel Scott

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 I Miss You
Its been two months since I've seen you,
thats like sixty days.
I really need to see you,
oh how I miss your ways.

I miss the way you'd hold me,
your arms wrapped around me tight.
When ever I was with you,
everything was alright.

I miss the way you'd kiss me,
so sweetly and so soft,
as if out lips were meant to be together,
when sitting in th loft.

I miss the way you'd smile,
so beautiful and bright,
and when you'd smile at me,
I could see the light.

I miss the way you'd laugh,
Your'd make me smile so.
It was like music to my ears,
oh please don't let me go.

I could go on forever,
about the things I miss,
but there's something I miss more,
than just your smile, laugh, and kiss.

So the thing I miss the most,
in which nothing can compare to.
Well baby, guess what,
I miss you.