Before I acted
like nothing bothered me. Like I was perfect. I acted tough, no one
ever saw me cry. Or even have my head down. I would have to be
strong even though it hurt me to smile. It would tair me apart
slowly just so it would hurt even more. It was killing me. And no
one could see my pain or even understand it. I didn’t know
how long I could take it. But when I met you, that all changed, I
didn’t have to act like nothing bothered me or act tough. You
showed me what it was like to love. To open up and trust someone,
someone like you, you didn’t care if I was crying you always
thought I was beautiful, and if I did walk with my head down you
would kiss me and ask me if I was okay. I never have to hide a
thing from you. Your always there for me. You showed me I could be
me, you showed me that I never have to pretend im something im
not. You showed me I could let lose and be crazy, you showed me I
could trust you with all my secrets, my dreams, my heart, my life.
you showed me all that and I don’t know if I could ever go
back to that fake person who always acted tough like nothing
bothered her always strong. I don’t have to act like her
anymore. Im not perfect infact im no where near perfect but you
accept that and love me for who I am.
mine. i thought it would be nice to change from my depressing ones
for once.