Okay everyone, confession time. I was
an extra in Titanic. I was the little baby in the water.
That’s why I’m so obsessed with the movie and Kate
and Leo. I have a photo in my room of Kate holding me and smiling
one day on set. I never officially met Leo, though. I’m
going to be in some more movies soon, though, and hopefully one
day I’ll actually get to meet him, and catch up with Kate
again. No one in my school knows, not even my best friend, and
that’s why I get so upset when people make fun of me for
liking it so much… It’s a part of me… It is
me…
Lol, JK, I'm just an obsessed
fangirl.
I can't take it. I'm lost. I'm dead inside. I'm hurting. I'm heartless. I'm done. I'm sick. I'm mentally disturbed. I'm in danger. I'm lonely. I'm nothing. I'm depressed. I'm terrible. I'm disgusting. I'm gone. I'm justifying. I'm settling. I'm wrong. I'm it. I'm wreaking. I'm here.
I'm absolutely
fine.
I'm tired. I'm insecure. I'm self lost. I'm dying inside. I'm obsessed. I'm in pain. I'm weak. I'm erased. I'm quiet. I'm raked. I'm trapped. I'm yearning. I'm useless. I'm old. I'm perished. I'm angry. I'm sad. I'm longing. I'm hoping. I'm just no more. I'm self loathing.
"In life, there are the dreamers and there are the realists. You'd think the dreamers would find the dreamers, and the realists would find the realists, but more often thatn not, the opposite is true. Now the dreamers need the realists to keep them from soaring too close to the sun, and the realists? Well, without the dreamers , the may not ever get off the ground."