Okay guys if your reading this,
then, ive left.
I know last time that i said i was going to leave...and came back like the next day,
but this time its for real. I need a break off this site, for good.
Im going to miss all of you, especially Jess and Alvin. What can i say about these two beautiful gorgeous girls? I love them with all my heart<3x
And then there's conner who ill also miss so much:'(<3x
There is so many more people who im going to miss.
I dont care what you say,
im going to miss you
Yes you,
Kitty, Lauren&Niamh.
If your reading this
i just want you to know,
it was nice knowing you..
you were the best sisters i ever have
and it was a priviledge to talk to you, to share some memories and just to be your friend and i appreciate it.
I went to the doctors and they gave me anti depressant pills...so im on the mend. But i think its too late anyways :/
I also want you to know, that all of that hacking stuff? It wasnt me. Believe who you want, but im honestly telling the truth. Im not that sort of person.
But i dont care anymore,
Niamh, i love you<3x
Kitty, i love you<3x
Lauren, i love you<3x
I know how it feels to want to commit suicide. Trust me, ive been there, tried that. There's always that one person that stops you though. And if it wasn't for them people...i would be dead right now. In fact, i should be. My dad sends constant death threats and said i dont deserve to live, my bestfriend (so-called) told me im messed up and that i need to go see a doctor....well. What a wonderful life i have. I know how you feel all of you people out there going through what im going through. Seriously lemme explain.
Imagine you are walking through a deep dark tunnel, continuously engulfing you and grasping you, and you can't get out. When you do nothing it feels like you've done everything. Every teardrop is a waterfall. Every sad fake smile you put on so obviously fake is enriched in all its glory. And your walking through this tunnel and you cant get out, darkness is all around you, just READY to come and get you and take you away for ever and that after all the darkness there will be a light, so bright and so beautiful that will make all the pain you suffered worthwhile. But then there comes a light at the end of the tunnel, pulling you tightly back to life and holding you on, keeping you going. Yes the life you go back to is hard...but not as hard as before and then after that you feel some boost of energy that makes you feel like yes life is worth living and you only live once, so dont end it because you wont get another shot at life. Dont wish it away, or it'll be gone before you could just grasp it.
That is what i've gone through. And ALWAYS there is someone to be a light at the end of the tunnel. And some people go through with suicide because they dont have that person to save them and everyone deserves to have one person there for them, or they will go through with what wasnt meant to be.
LEFT. I LOVE YOU ALL.<3
i know you were hurt because of me when you left
dosnt mean you will 'leave for good'
i cant live like this where r u
The only people involved and Me&Joanna and Kitty&Lauren because they witnessed it.
Now this stupid argument is being turned into a really big thing which it didn't need to be by people being annoying and getting involved!
And tbh Niamh; Joanna's done a whole lot more to us than this so it would be nice if you didn't get involved, at least until you actually know the story.
We aren't following the crowd because Joanna has done at least 3 things to hurt the 3 of us individually.. So hbu 'buy a life' and don't get involved in what doesn't concern youu.
& LOLOLOLOL. It was joanna that did it so excuse me lassie; keep outta it. She did do it. We all know she did. sad cow! the only "sadcase" here is you!
and actually. shes done it before so stay outta it.
Kay?
thanks. -.-
You've proper upset Niamh.
Thousands of people hurt themselves DUE to depression.
I got hurt DUE to depression.
So how dare you fake this.
well you know what Joanna.
I'm sorry but I don't love you too.
I really do hate you.
You're really cruel.
Yes; I understand that NO-ONE is perfect.
& yes I have done bad things.
But I havent being as sick as this.
you put up a picture on your profile a knife. Pills and a glass of water. and put. "Lauren choose one"
as if its my fault.
Like what the .
Then you pretend to be another boy.
YOU are sick.
I'm sticking with Niamh&Kitty.
They are two of the NICEST people I have ever met.
You're sick&horrible.
and I do hope you've left for good.
because seriosly.
I cant do with you anymore.
Niamh; did NOTHING wrong to you.
infact; she forgave you.
But what do you do?
You go cause more trouble.
And then you say they put you on anti depressants?
Thats aload of bullsh!t.
Honestly.
Doctors wouldnt just put you on them.
"just like that"
I KNOW what it feels like to be down; upset; destroyed.
I know what its like to be suicidal.
you're nothing like that.
honestly; you have no reason to be.
don't come back joanna.
DONT.
oh yeahh; I'm in a relationship with Corey now..
I don't love you joanna.
This is the end.
I don't want anything to do with you.
Bye joanna; for good.
i miss you joweeneer.<3
your my BESTFRIIENDLINGSISTERBIFFLETWINFOREVER.
you shall never be rplaced.
are you ever going to come back joanna? :(