Fatty_xo

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★Fatty&Parker★
Helloo; I'm A'mz. So, I live in the UK and to be honest, people have expectations of it that are way to high. It's really nothing special. I fail at life. Maths&Science are my worst enemires. I like food. Lot's of it. I'm a vegetarian and support P.E.T.A wholeheartedly. Animals should have rights. End of.  Photography is a must. It makes the world go round. Music is life. Where would I be without it? Most likely a mental institue. I do actually try in school and what other people think of me goes in one ear, and out the other. I wear makeup because I like the way I look with it on. Eyeliner is to die for. I wear skinny jeans and band tops. Converse are the only shoes I'll willingly wear. My best friend means the world to me. People think it's a bit wierd that I only have one best friend, but after fourteen years, I'd go to hell and back for this girl. She goes by the name of Karys. Not only does she make my day, but she makes my life. Without her I'd be lost. Saying that I have one best friend isn't neccesarily true. She does know more about me then anyone else and I would literally die for her. But all of my other friends are also the bets things in my life. Tasha is a sweetie pie:) She just went through hell but I stood by her like she always would for me. She's still standing which is good news. She knows if she ever fell, I'd be right there to pick her up again. Now, this layout is rather pretty don't you think? If I were to be honest with you, I don't think the creator of it has recieved the right amount of credit. My BWF (bestwittyfriend ((
harryjamespotter ))) Kait, made it for me. I told her which picture I wanted and the writing the I wanted on it, but she did the rest. She made it look absolutely atonishing and for that, I can't thank her enough. She truely is one of my best. She's stood by me through thick and thing and never once judged me. What more could a girl need? But we all need our daily dosage of Kelly! (BeMyHero_x Gosh, without her I'd be lost. She was one of my first friends on witty! Haha she makes me laugh to much though. This kid iis absolutely crazy! Don't say I didn't warn you! Ninja's are the way to go, and my best ninja friend isdefinately Victoria! (f0r3v3rm0r3x3) She writes One Last Kiss. Honestly, it's amazing. You best go read it now. I only started today and I've already read all of them! Victoria's amazing:) She's a ninja like me. Best your jealous! My last super star has to be Gracie! (gracieeex0) She rocks my world with a passion! She makes me smile all the time. She also writes a series called Dry Your Black Eyes,(DYBE)  and if you haven't read it m'dears, you best get on it now! It's totally worth it. I love her to pieces. Okay , so as for boys... there's one. and that's the way it's going to stay hopefully. His name's Parker. It wasn't love at first site. Nothing of the sort, haha. We fight like cat and dog... or cat and mouse.. which ever fight more. We can't go a day without a screaming match, but everyday before he goes home we make up. The thing about us is we can talk about absolutely anything. I'm not shy around him at all. As a matter of fact, I had my joggers and his hoodie on, no makeup and hair down and wavey. I didn't look pretty, not in my eyes anyways. But I walked him down to the bus station, feeling disgusting, but the thing is, he made me feel beautiful. He held my hand with pride and kissed me goodbye. Anyways, listen to me drawl on about him haha. Right, so I'm nothing special, I have my friends, my enemies, my FOOD! haha:) Anyways, stop by and say hi, love meeting new people.
Probably should stop now before I get even more carried away... wrote more then anticipated.


Easter Holidays <3 ! Woo:)

From Kait -->
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Quotes by Fatty_xo

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B
estfriendPoem .
 

I have a friend,
And life has treated her badly.
Her friends have
Turned against her,
Her boyfriend is gone,
And the ones that do
Care, live miles away.

It sucks because
I’m one of those friends,
And I can’t be her
Physical shoulder to cry on.
So many people out there,
And she had to get stuck
With the worst ones.

Life is wonderful,
Yet she doesn’t see.
She can’t.
Her world is pain,
And love is a pin
Poking her eyes out.

God is someone who
Wants to make her suffer,
Who wants to punish her.
She believes she’ll never heal,
Never love again.

And I really, really
Don’t want that to be true.
I don’t want her to
Give up on this world.
But why shouldn’t she?
It has betrayed her
And left her all alone.

Her feelings are
Ripping her apart.
She refuses to follow her heart,
And her head is filled with hate.
She is lost.

Only her stubbornness keeps
Her going, but she
Curses when she gets up
In the morning.
Her life is a void—
A black, bottomless pit
Of rumors and hate
And betrayal.

And all I can do is watch.
Listen to her broken voice
Cry all her sorrows.
Give her encouragement
And love from afar, but
At least it is love.

And all I can do
Is hope that it is enough.
Enough to save her,
Even if it’s only for a few moments,
From the life she knows,
The world that
Surrounds her,
The people who hurt her.
Save her from her thoughts
And feelings.
Saver her from the pain
And herself.

But I love her.
God, I love her.
And I pray for her.
The child is lost.
She needs to know
She is loved, no matter what.
That someone will be
There, always, forever.

So please,
Don’t give up and don’t give in.
There’s more to life
Than what you know now,
Than what you’re living.
The people who torture you
Will go away.
The cloudy skies will clear
And you will be free.

I know it’s hard
To wait, to hope,
But please don’t
Give in.

I love you
And I don’t want
To lose you.
You are my friend
And you make me feel good.

Time passes,
Life goes on,
And people heal.

Believe me,
You will heal.

And I’m going to
Be there to
See it.
That is my promise.









(not mine. my best friend found this on deviantart, and since she lives far away she sent it to me. i love her to pieces and miss her everyday. does it really need to be pretty or is it pretty self explanitory? ) x


My skin is like a map of where my heart has been.
And I can't hide the marks, but that's not a negative thing.
So I let down my guard, drop my defences down by my clothes.
I'm learning to fall, with no safety net to cushion the bell-
ow.I bruise easily, so be gentle when you handle me. There's
a mark you leave, like a love heart carved on a tree. I brui-
se easily. Can't scratch the surface without moving me.
Underneath, I bruise easily.
I bruise easily.














notmyfade. fadecredit to jeessie
natasha bedingfield - i bruise easily

I  LOVEY OU
i wanna marry you one day






I WANT TO BELIEVE
that it'll get easier, but letting go just
isn't something i can do right now. i
don't want you to suffer, but i know you
cant say the same thing about me.







fadenotmine.credit to lucychandesu


With each cut she gets deeper.
the blod poors faster, the pain gets stronger.
& the tears fall faster. she closes her eyes ////// its over
she screams at the top of her lungs
»»
as her vision goes black
t h i s i s t h e e n d
goodbye












f a d e ' s   n o t   m i n e  .   c r e d i t   t o   H o p e l e s s N o e y 

Mascara running down her cheeks
a broken look x in her hazel eyes x
if you heard her story, you'd probably cry.
He broke her heart and came back for more.
He left her when her family fell apart.
When she started cutting herself.
When no one else understood.
but guess what?
Thats only some of the story </3




notmyfade.
my quote from my old account.


You don't only make my day, boy.
no, no, no. I'm telling you now
yo
u make my life.




me and my boyfriend, we fight like cat & mouse
but i'd rather fight with him then have anyone else


notmyfade




and, I am just so, confused <<<<
and i dont know what to do







do
you know what i did today?
*.¸¸.·´¨`» i looked up at the night sky, and i saw a question mark, made from stars.
for once i knew i wasn't alone.




notmyfade
but true.