Fearow
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Joined: August 6, 2012
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Birthday: January 29
user id: 323118
Location: Belgium
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Joined: August 6, 2012
Last Seen: 4 years
Birthday: January 29
user id: 323118
Location: Belgium
Gender: F
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And of course I still hope I
run into him one day
to finally throw my most shady smile at him - that one I've been practicing for months now
to be upbeat enthusiastic nice friendly - everything at once, just to make sure he's unconfortable
to show him he's missing out.
Yet I'm never worried anymore whether I'm really over him,
cause I know I'd rather only see a glimpse of you - not even a conversation or a friendly smile
cause nowdays your general existence has become more imporant to me
than my own pride.
to finally throw my most shady smile at him - that one I've been practicing for months now
to be upbeat enthusiastic nice friendly - everything at once, just to make sure he's unconfortable
to show him he's missing out.
Yet I'm never worried anymore whether I'm really over him,
cause I know I'd rather only see a glimpse of you - not even a conversation or a friendly smile
cause nowdays your general existence has become more imporant to me
than my own pride.
And before I walk away I'd love to have the courage and the
power to push him out of character, even if it's just for a
few seconds.
Cause I've come to realise that that's the real power of introverts: they aren't as needy as others. Some attention and a bit of small talk won't lift them up. They chose their company based on what they really are and have to offer. They have the capacity of tolerating you in their life without getting attached in any way. And I wonder if he realises it doesn't work that way for people who're addicted to human interaction. I wonder if he realises that by holding me in his arms while listening closely to whatever it is I'm talking about, he automatically makes me fall in love with him -even if it's just a little, even though I know he isn't what I'm looking for at all.
And it might just break my heart -just a little bit- to know I never had the slightest impact on him. But that's maybe the price you have to pay if you try to get close to an introvert if you never even planned on staying. Maybe he figured me out the moment he heard me talking and he just knew he could play me all along.
Cause I've come to realise that that's the real power of introverts: they aren't as needy as others. Some attention and a bit of small talk won't lift them up. They chose their company based on what they really are and have to offer. They have the capacity of tolerating you in their life without getting attached in any way. And I wonder if he realises it doesn't work that way for people who're addicted to human interaction. I wonder if he realises that by holding me in his arms while listening closely to whatever it is I'm talking about, he automatically makes me fall in love with him -even if it's just a little, even though I know he isn't what I'm looking for at all.
And it might just break my heart -just a little bit- to know I never had the slightest impact on him. But that's maybe the price you have to pay if you try to get close to an introvert if you never even planned on staying. Maybe he figured me out the moment he heard me talking and he just knew he could play me all along.
'You'll know it when it
happens to you.'
I honestly waited for it to happen and somewhere along I started to believe it was just a sentence made up by people who fall in love easily because they don't know what it's like to be wondering all night if you'll ever find a person you'll truly appreciate. Not just because he's texting you at 3 am telling you he can't sleep because you're on his mind or because he remembers the first time he saw you and what you were wearing, or because he stares deeply in your eyes before he kisses you, but real appreciation. Liking them because you feel like you could be talking about whatever without wondering if they'll be bored by whatever the conversation is about, because you're fascinated by the way he says things, and you perfectly remember random details about his pronunciation. By at some point realising you like him because you'd prefer spending any given time with him just to enjoy their existence a little bit longer. Not even to make out but just to talk because whatever it is, something about that person makes you endlesly interested in them.
I really believed for a while that I wasn't a person to be able to ever figure out I'd like someone 'enough' to talk about falling in love, or being in love.
But then you came around and proved me wrong.
I honestly waited for it to happen and somewhere along I started to believe it was just a sentence made up by people who fall in love easily because they don't know what it's like to be wondering all night if you'll ever find a person you'll truly appreciate. Not just because he's texting you at 3 am telling you he can't sleep because you're on his mind or because he remembers the first time he saw you and what you were wearing, or because he stares deeply in your eyes before he kisses you, but real appreciation. Liking them because you feel like you could be talking about whatever without wondering if they'll be bored by whatever the conversation is about, because you're fascinated by the way he says things, and you perfectly remember random details about his pronunciation. By at some point realising you like him because you'd prefer spending any given time with him just to enjoy their existence a little bit longer. Not even to make out but just to talk because whatever it is, something about that person makes you endlesly interested in them.
I really believed for a while that I wasn't a person to be able to ever figure out I'd like someone 'enough' to talk about falling in love, or being in love.
But then you came around and proved me wrong.
when I read quotes that I
can strongly relate to
I always wonder if the people I know in real life
that are the actual cause of me being able to relate to those things
ever feel those kind of things too
or if maybe those complex feelings are only reserved
for those who spent their time reading quotes about life at night
I always wonder if the people I know in real life
that are the actual cause of me being able to relate to those things
ever feel those kind of things too
or if maybe those complex feelings are only reserved
for those who spent their time reading quotes about life at night
When I was 15
I had that summer
you've
seen in movies
read about in books.
I went to a festival
and it started rainig around midnight
and I looked at the fireworks
with this girl who I now call my best friend.
I travelled with my parents
and could take one friend with me
and I never planned on doing so
but I sure exploited every bit of their trust.
I sneaked out of the hotel room
went to some local parties
befriended strangers
and drunkenly ran back to the hotel at 6 am.
I had a summer love
who said I was crazy but sweet
who told me he wished
he knew more girls like me.
I partied with older people
thinking that the age difference
didn't even slightly matter
that I was mentally ready.
I dated my 20-years old crush
who had a car
who texted me
who told me I was the one.
And of course it all backfired
I got grounded
my heart got broken
my friend group parted ways.
I felt bad about it for a while
I promised to never make those mistakes again.
These days I refer to the summer of 2012
as most legendary time of my life
these days I wish I could be
that stupid naive & young again.
That's what I'm hoping to accomplish
this summer
I had that summer
you've
seen in movies
read about in books.
I went to a festival
and it started rainig around midnight
and I looked at the fireworks
with this girl who I now call my best friend.
I travelled with my parents
and could take one friend with me
and I never planned on doing so
but I sure exploited every bit of their trust.
I sneaked out of the hotel room
went to some local parties
befriended strangers
and drunkenly ran back to the hotel at 6 am.
I had a summer love
who said I was crazy but sweet
who told me he wished
he knew more girls like me.
I partied with older people
thinking that the age difference
didn't even slightly matter
that I was mentally ready.
I dated my 20-years old crush
who had a car
who texted me
who told me I was the one.
And of course it all backfired
I got grounded
my heart got broken
my friend group parted ways.
I felt bad about it for a while
I promised to never make those mistakes again.
These days I refer to the summer of 2012
as most legendary time of my life
these days I wish I could be
that stupid naive & young again.
That's what I'm hoping to accomplish
this summer