She's in her room, thinking about the
past.
Thinking about that girl who turned her,
who made her feel. She was different, but exciting. The
first girl to ever make her fall in love, and the first to also
break her heart. She wonders where she is, if she's happy
with someone else. She checks her phone, half-expecting a text
from her, but none ever came. She starts to cry as their song
came on, and every laugh, every kiss, every day they shared comes
back to her mind. She wonders if she misses her just as
much. She's probably over her now. She wanders through
her house, all the while wondering
'Why can't I let her
go?'♥
She's in a
club.
The one they used to go to. The one where
they met, and danced all night. She finds a girl sitting alone,
and asks her to dance. It's not the same, she
thinks. She thinks back to that girl who made
her feel. She was reserved, but spectacular. She
was the first girl who ever loved her, and she felt the same. A
girl she loved enough to meet her parents, but love just
wasn't enough for them. She starts crying as she recalls the
argument her parents and her had that night, how it ended with
her without a home. They didn't accept her, so she did the
only thing she knew how to do. She pushed her love away. She
misses her so much. She wishes she could just pick up her
phone and text her, tell her how much she still loved her.
She's probably over her now. She wonders through the crowd,
all the while wondering
'Why
did I let her
go?'♥