FluffyScamp

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Joined: September 24, 2011
Last Seen: 3 years
Birthday: November 26
user id: 221001
Gender: F

Quotes by FluffyScamp

These last few months are going to fly by.

You're leaving faster than I ever thought possible,

and just thinking about it brings me to tears.

I've enjoyed getting to know you over the past three

years, and I'm so thankful for the many laughs you've

provided me with. We're going to make the best of these

next few months.


I promise.



I love you Colby, and I always will.
 
 

“Don't you ever let a soul in the world tell you that you can't be exactly who you are.”
 
   While my whole body is being targeted by the small-minded individuals of my generation, I’m lying in bed trying to count the ways in which I can become thinner, prettier, and comfortable in my own skin.
 
   I didn’t choose to grow up as a target for names such as “fata**,” or “pizza face,” I didn’t fill out a form for expressing those words as choices of mine for people to describe me with. I didn’t ask for an obesity problem, I didn’t choose to have acne covering my face, and I most certainly did not choose for my hair to be so stubborn as to where it doesn’t do what it should after hours of trying. I didn’t choose what imperfections I was handed in my life, I just try to deal with them. I’m fighting a battle with everyone I see in my life, because I know that their eyes size me up, and with all the pointing and snide remarks inside my head, I can’t help but think that their thoughts have to be revolving around “she’s not good enough,” or “if I were her, I wouldn’t want to be seen in public.” Yes, as dramatic as those may be, those are the thoughts I have that people think of me. I’m scared to death of presenting in my classes, because of the constant snickers that follow me around in the halls. It’s starting to affect my life everywhere I go. I can’t make eye contact as often as I could before, I can’t speak to guys without feeling like I’m being a burden to them, and I don’t attend things where I’ll be required to dress more formally, because I know that people will be poking fun at how I look. I suffer on a daily basis because of a few dots on my skin, extra pounds on my body, and hair strands that don’t want to cooperate.
 
   I’M TIRED OF IT. I’m tired of my life being ruined for things I can’t control, all because I don’t fit everyone’s definition of perfect. For those of you who are making fun of me constantly, who even gave you the permission to decide who is beautiful and who isn’t? I can guarantee you that you have imperfections too, and you wouldn’t want to be constantly reminded of them, would you? I don’t even understand what you’re gaining while you’re pointing and laughing at me. Honestly, does it make you feel better about your own pathetic self? You’re making me hate myself a little more each day, and I’m not going to tolerate it any longer. I’m done taking all of the negative comments to bed with me at night. I’m done dealing with ignorant opinions belonging to people who aspire to tear people like me down. I’m done thinking of myself as an ugly human being.
 
   I’m Shannon, a girl who has absolutely everything going for her. I’m driven, easy to get along with, and I have a great sense of humor. I’m a successful student, I treat people with kindness, and I respect my parents. I’m competitive, honest, and responsible. I’m forgiving, compassionate, and loving. I’m a girl who would give you the clothes off my back, and expect nothing in return. I’m a girl who is learning to be happy with herself, despite everyone who is attempting to tear me down. I’m Shannon, and I wouldn’t want to be anyone else.
 
“Don't you ever let a soul in the world tell you that you can't be exactly who you are.”
I think love is putting their happiness before your own.

He loves her and I love him, but the important thing is that he's

finally happy.

He has her, and I want him.

But at least he's happy.





 


Shoutout to our high school football team on

their 26th win in a row,

advancing on to sub-state.


Back to back state champions, here we come.

 

"I looked at him like a friend, then I realized I


was in love with him."



So the guy I like and I went bowling.

The song 1985 by Bowling for Soup comes on,

and before I know it, we're both singing all the lyrics perfectly

at the top of our lungs.

Now that, was a truly beautiful moment.

 



"Smash or pass on Big D?"

"How is that even a question? Smash."

So of course my friend goes and tells him

and now he constantly winks and blows kisses at me.


Cool.
So wake me up when it's all over, when I'm

wiser and I'm older. All this time I was

finding myself, and I didn't know I was lost.
Have you ever fell in love with someone you shouldn't?

Has your school ever hosted a foreign exchange student from Spain?

Have you both lost your virginity to each other?

Have you ever had to say goodbye, knowing that it'll be the last time?

Because I have, and it hurt like mad.