FoReVeRwAiTiNg19

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you. yes, you! you are stunning. you are beautiful. don't let ANYONE tell you different(:
i'm jackie. i'm 14, and i've got blue eyes and blonde hair.
 
you are beautiful. i don't care if you are a size 00 or 16. you are beautiful. don't change. promise me that? don't change. 
 
during the 7th grade, i battled an eating disorder. it wasn't a good time in my life, and ive made a couple quotes about it, and i'm going to make this quick. i wasn't trying to "get attention" or become a "drama queen". the only one who actually knew was my then boyfriend. if i could go back in time, i would scream it, tell a friend, tell my mom, tell the nurse, a teacher, anyone. anyone who would listen. back then, i didnt think anyone would care. would trry to stop me. this year, however, a group of my closest friends found out, and truth is, they cared. people care. trust me. if they don't, i will.
 
I CARE.
DON'T CHANGE FOR ANYONE, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL.

                               need someone to listen?
                      my witty email- jackie.blair@aol.com
i will listen to you.

                          don't change.










 

Quotes by FoReVeRwAiTiNg19

just forget it. i don't have alot of followers on this site, and i'm not looking for a lot of faves. i'm looking for a place that will listen. so here i go. saturday night i was at my bestfriend's party. stuff always happens at her parties, but their always fun. i'm not gonna tell you how her older brother brought out the weed and 5 8th grade boys got high. i'm gonna tell you about how one lie got out, and how i spilled my secert. there was a girl in my class who was crying. a group of us asked her what was wrong, and she poured her heart out to us. it was really sad, actually. she said she was getting bullied by this one kid. she said she thought she was fat and that she was skipping meals in order to loose weight. I mustered my strength, pulled her aside, and told her to take one good look at me. me, the school president, me the confident one, me one of the prettiest girls. then i told her that in the seventh grade, i would skip meals for days, almost a week at one time. this was before i had found witty. no one knew about it, expect for my now ex boyfriend. he would at times force me to eat. when i had finished my story, she asked me if i still did that to myself. i told her that i did not. i told her that i had fought back in the war with myself. i told her i became stronger. i told her that sometimes the biggest bully is yourself, and i told her that it wasnt worth it. that life threatning things could have happened to me. by the end, we were both sobbing. the group, inculding my ex boyfriend, the one that would force me to eat, surrounded us. between sobs, i told them my story. monday, the boy who had "bullied" the girl, hadn't said one word to the girl. she made it up. so now, the grade knows my deepest secret. and im screwed. 







&& my 11:11 wish....
backfired .
 

 

nmf

1) Hold your breath.
2)Put this as your quote. (While holding your breath)
3) If you were holding your breath the whole time, You are a good kisser. 
&& it took every muscle in my body to keep from kissing you.
i just told myself YOU.LOVED.HER.
 ***detox weekend<33****
7th-12th grade love
Since youve read this you will be told good news tonight.
If you dont repost this your worst week starts now 



They say your first love will always have the key to your heart,
good thing my new boy's a LOCKSMITH(;

 

NMF

7th grade
boy: I like her and i want you to tell her for me.
boy's friend: ok

boys Friend: hey, he likes you, you want to go out?
Girl: um.. no. sorry.

8th grade:
boy: i like her and i want her to know..will you tell her.
boy's friend: sure

Boy's friend: he likes you and he wants to go out with you.
Girl: no i like someone else.

That Summer:
Boy: i like her and i want to tell her.

Boy: i like you and i want to go out with you.
Girl: no i just want to be friends.

few days later:
Girl: He likes me but i don't like him
Girls' friends: i don't think he will bother you again. i dare you to go out with next guy to ask you out.
Girl: ok

The next day:
Boy: i really like you will you please go out with me.
Girl: yes
boy: what?!
Girl: yes!
boy:YESS!!!
Girl starts to fall for the boy.

Exactly one month later:
Girls friend: i think its time you break up
Girl: ok.. (secretly doesn't want to but is too afraid her friend will hate her if she said no)
Boy: hey
Girl:hi
Boy: hows it goin?
Girl: its fine.
Boy: whats wrong?
Girl: i think we should break up..
Boy: what..?
Girl: we should break up.
Boy: why...
Girl: its just.. we never see eachother any more
Boy: I can change that
Girl: I've never met your family
Boy: I can change that
Girl: I just don't feel that way for you anymore.
Boy: I wish i could change that.
Girl: I'm sorry.
Boy: i know.
Girl: i'm sorry.. i have to go.
Boy: thanks for trying.

The next day
Boy: Hey
Girl: I'm sorry
Boy: No i'm happy we broke up i could tell we weren't going anywhere too.
Girl: ok.

Freshman
Girl: (playing their song) I like him.. i have since we first started dating. but i can't tell him, i can't tell anybody.

Sophmore
Boy has a new girlfriend
Girl: (playing their song) i like him.. i still do.. but i can't tell him. i can't tell anybody.

Junior year
Boy and his girlfriend broke up.
Girl: I like you. I always have and I always will.
Boy: I'm sorry i like someone else.
Girl runs away crying.

The next day the boy finds a note in his locker.
I told you i like you. but i was wrong. i ment I love you. But you don't love me. I wish i could change that. I'm sorry for that day back in 8th grade. I really didn't want to. I'm gone now, I've been sick for a while now. By the time you read this I'll be in the hospital on life support. I just needed to tell you before i go. I love you. Don't for get that.
Boy stares at the paper for a long time and runs down the hall. He went to her house. but she wasn't home.

The next day:
Boy goes to the hospital and tells the nurse who he wants to see.
Nurse: it seems she checked out yesterday.
Boy: She's better?
Nurse: I'm afraid not. she had cancer and she passed away, yesterday. I'm sorry.
the boy stares at the floor, he runs out the door and down the street.

The next day:
At her Funeral
The boy asks to speak.
Boy: A few days before i received a note from her. (he reads the note.) and i wanted to tell her before she left that I loved her, i love her. i loved her for a long time. and there is nothing i can do now. nothing. all i can say is i love you and now your gone.. I wish i could change that. The Boy starts crying and so does everyone else.

The Boy ends up marrying her friend that told her to break up with him. When he found that out that she did that, he killed himself to be with The Girl. He was 28.
REPOST or you will have bad luck in love for 28 years.
RePoSt and somebody will tell you they love you tomorrow and you will get good news tonight at midnight.
Repost if you have a heart and want to find a cure for all serious diseases including cancer..
Repost for all of the people who fear death is at there door
Repost for people with cancer
 

Read if you love & believe in God.

A girl went to a party and she ended up staying longer than she planned, and had to walk home alone. She wasn't afraid because it was a small town, and she lived only a few blocks away. As she walked along under the tall elm trees, Diane asked God to keep her safe from harm and danger. When she reached the alley, which was a short cut to her house, she decided to take it. However, halfway down the alley she noticed a man standing at the end as though he were waiting for her. She became uneasy and began to pray, asking for God's protection. Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness and security wrapped round her, she felt as though someone was walking with her. when she reached the end of the alley, she walked right past the man and arrived home safely. The following day, she read in the newspaper that a young girl had been killed in the same alley just twenty minutes after she had been there. Feeling overwhelmed by this tragedy and the fact that it could have been her, she began to weep. Thanking the Lord for her safety and to help this young woman, she decided to go to the police station. She felt she could recognize the man, so she told them her story. The police asked her if she would be willing to look at a lineup to see if she could identify him. She agreed and immediately pointed out the man she had seen in the alley the night before. When the man was told he had been identified, he immediately broke down and confessed The officer thanked Diane for her bravery and asked if there was anything they could do for her. She asked if they would ask the man one question. Diane was curious as to why he had not attacked her. When the policeman asked him, he answered. "Because she wasn't alone. She had two tall men walking on either side of her." Amazingly, whether you believe or not, you're never alone. Did you know that 97% of teenagers will not stand up for God? Re-post this if you truly believe in God. PS: God is always there in your heart and loves you no matter what. "If you deny me in front of your friends, I shall deny you in front of my Father." STAND UP FOR HIM. 51% won't re-post this. Be part if the 49% who will 

Re-post if you love god

Ignore if you like the devil

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