ForAFriend

Yea no that's cool, knew I wasnt good enough. Hate myself so much. Such an Idiot.

Am I better off dead,
Am I better off a quitter

Back to square one, with nobody to talk to

These are my friends.
See how they glisten.
See this one shine...
How he smiles in the light.
My friend.
My faithful friend

Always about the journey and experience isn't. I just wish i didn't have to experience and feel it all.

The expectations everyone has on me just puts pressure on me. I know I can't live up to them though. So I just give up and no longer try. There is no point.

I knew this would happen, I have been forgotten by you.

So eventually after trying and trying i just give up. It's now the easiest thing to do. I'm giving in to the darkness.

Arrggghhh why does my knife have to be blunt!!! Havn't i suffered enough already

Keeping to myself is the only way. It will most likely lead to my own self destruction but it means no one else will have to deal with the pressure and pain.