ForeverLaura_x

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Joined: October 12, 2012
Last Seen: 9 years
user id: 334326
Location: under your bed. look out (:
Gender: F
Laura :-) 
Hey! :-)

ok, so I know I'm retarded, and not exactly the prettiest girl. But hey, if I can accept me, for who I am, then so can you :)

Follow my Polyvore! laurabbx.polyvore.com

I love quite a few things, but here are basics, Kian Lawley, music, Tumblr, Polyvore, Facebook, Food, summer, my non existing boyfriend, make-up, witty, writing, my internet, family, my friends, my followers!

Some things I dislike, Coke, Doughnuts, fake accounts, heavy metal, maths, school, when someone unfollows me ;)

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*trying to get up to 27,000 followers*

I follow back on everything! xxxx

Soo .. like, comment, follow, whatever you please <3

Bye :-)

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100 truths

1. Real Name : Laura
2. Nickname: stupid ones like lou :-(
3. Favorite color: pink and dark blue
4. Male or female: female
5. Playschool School: ayy?
6. Primary School: Parkland hollaaaaaa
7. Secondary School: Ross Int.
8. College: Freyberg
9. Hair Color: dirty blonde
10. Tall or Short: medium
11. Sweats or Jeans: jeans
12. Phone or Camera: phone 
13. Health freak: eh not really
14. Orange or Apple: apple
15. Do you have a crush on someone: yup
16. Eat or Drink: drink
17. Piercings: triples on both  ears, a cartilage  and tragus on my left ear and bellybutton
18. Pepsi or Coke: I CAN'T EVEN TASTE THE DIFFERENCE

HAVE YOU EVER:
19. Been in an airplane: yup
20. Been in a boat? yes
21. Been in a car accident: nahhhh
22. Been in a fist fight: not a serious one
23. First piercing: ears
24. Longest Friend:  Jesmeen
25. First award: idek lolsa
26. First crush: I believe it was a guy called mathew at my kindergarten hahahah

YOU KNOW THAT ONE WORD:
29. Last person you texted: ashia
30. Last person you talked to: in person - brodie
31. Last person you watched a movie with: jesmeen and brodie
32. Last food you ate: doritos 
33. Last movie you watched: annabell
34. Last song you listened to: king for a day
35. Last thing you bought: my piercing

FAVORITE:
37. Food: pizza, sushi, mc donalds
38. Drink: flavoured water or aloe vera oooor chocolate milk!!
39. Hate:idk?
40. Flower: daisy and roses
41. Animal: dogs! but i love all animals <3
43. Movie: so many, but probs a walk to remember, 10 things  i hate about you, project x, blah blah blah...
44. Subject: ew school

HAVE YOU EVER:
(Put an x in the bracets if you have)
45. [] fallen in love with someone.
46. [x] celebrated Halloween.
47. [x] had your heart broken.
48. [] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone.
49. [x] had someone like you
51. [ ] got pregnant.
52. [ ] had an abortion.
53. [x] did something I regret.
54. [x] broke a promise.
55. [x] hid a secret.
56. [x] pretended to be happy.
57. [x] met someone who changed your life.
58. [x] pretended to be sick.
59. [x] left the country
60. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it.
61. [x] cried over the silliest thing.
62. [x] ran a mile.
63. [x] went to the beach with your best friend.
64. [x] got into an argument with your friends.
65. [x] disliked someone.
66. [] stayed single for 2 years since the first time you had a boyfriend/girlfriend.

CURRENTLY:
67. Eating: nothing
68. Drinking: nothing but im thirsty
69. Listening: nothing
70. Sitting/Laying: sitting
71. Plans for today: nothing but i should be sleeping bcos i have my first day at work tomorrow

YOUR FUTURE:
73. Want kids: yeah
74. Want to get married: yeah!
75. Career: vet
76. Lips or eyes:  both
77. Shorter or Taller: taller
78. Romantic or Spontaneous: both
81. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
82. Looks or personality: why not both?

HAVE YOU EVER:
83. Lost glasses/contacts: no
84. Snuck out of a house: yep
85. Held a gun/knife for self defense: um yeah nah
86. Killed somebody: totally
87. Broken someone's heart: idk probably cos im a total bi/tch
88. Been in love: nah
89. Cried when someone died: kinda, not really

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
90. Yourself:  idk
91. Miracles:  maybe
92. Love at first sight: nooooo thats stupid
94. Santa Clause: noooo
95. Aliens: idk tbh
96. Ghosts: souls & spirits yes

TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now?  not rly
98. Do you know who your real friends are: kinda
99. Do you believe in God: eh yeh
100. The End? wat
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I’ve lost everything. I’ve even lost myself. I only have one friend. My parents split up due to my dad cheating on my mum. twice. We don’t have much money and we have to sell our house and find some where to live. School is a nightmare. I have suffered with depression in the past. I have social anxiety and my depression is coming back. I cry every night. I think about killing myself a lot. My boyfriend cheated on me and so I gave him a second chance, then a little while after he didn’t reply to me for 3 days. Then he dumped me. The girl I was best friends with for 10 years even unfriended me on facebook. My guy best friend ended up going out with her and stopped talking to me. My mum isn’t happy. And neither am I. I feel down all the time. I act happy but inside I’m crying. Every minute of the day. I spend most of my time in bed. I lost interest in things I use to love. I’m not pretty. I’m gaining weight. Then I’m losing weight. Then gaining. Then losing. And idk whats gonna happen. I hate myself. I can’t even go out of the house anymore. I just want to sleep. It’s summer holidays. I should be happy. I can’t deaaaaal with all this stuff right now. What a fantastic start to 2014 right?

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me: hey!
him: hey
me: wassup?
him: *seen*

aw but you didn't even get to find out how funny I was :-(
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WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY
blue eyes or brown eyes? It doesn't really matter?
swag or class? idk
long hair or short hair? short, or like Harrys Styles style ;-)
hot or cute? cute, hot either one I'm happy with
younger or older? older. but only by a year or 2
taller or shorter? taller! but not too tall!
funny or romantic? both

ABOUT YOU
eye colour? Brown
hair colour? naturally brown, but now its blondish
single or in a relationship? single as always :-(
do you like shopping? yeah, just hate trying stuff on.
Do you have any pets? I have a kitten!
Favourite Subject? art
Do you wear makeup? yeah
Favourite food? don't have a favourite
Favourite Drink? don't have a favourite
Is your hair straight or curly? curly, but I normally straighten it
Favourite song? anything by little mix
are you a creative person? nah not really hahah
Favourite Band? LITTLE MIX, MARINA AND THE DIAMONDS, ONE DIRECTION. 
Do you play any sports? cheerleading and use to play netball.
Is your hair long or short? long
do you like yourself? nope
bestfriend? well, my bestfriend use to be Ryan, until he went out with my other bestfriend and she made me stop talking to him, so jesmeen.
Favourite number? 4
Whens your birthday? 1st of September
do you like someone? don't think so? idk
how old are you? 14
where do you live? New Zealand bro ;-)

OR..
Little Mix or One Direction? Little Mix by faaaaar
Cody Simpson or Justin Bieber? both
Cats or Dogs? both, only small doggies though
Adidas or Nikes? converse
Guitar or Drums? Guitar
Chocolate or Vanilla? both
Spotify or iTunes? Spotify
Cake or Pie? both, mainly pie though
Eat or Drink? eat
Sweater or Jerseys? both, but sweaters
ocean or swimming pool? both
Twitter or Facebook? facebooks way better
Tumblr or Witty? TUMBLR, IT'S ONLY MY LIFE, WHATEVS.
Mascara or Eyeliner? Mascara
Youtube or Movie sites? Youtube, but I do watch a lot of movies
Books or Movies? both
Converse or Vans? converse, don't even own vans.
TV programmes or movies? movies, but pretty little liars is fab
Pepsi or Coke? pepsi
reading or writing? writing
TV or Youtube? youtube

LAST...
last time you cried? um, two nights ago
last text? 'fb me'
last song you listened to? Little Me - Little Mix
last time you went swimming? weekend
last time you laughed? sometime today
last person you talked to? mum
Last thing you ate? chocolate, I feeeel siiick
Last person you said I love you too? mum
Last thing you drank? mountain dew

HAVE YOU EVER
been to jail? no
kissed someone? no! wth. :--(
been in a relationship? yah
Sent a nu/de? nope
Been out with someone your bestfriend went out with? no! but she has to me. watevs.
Skinny dipped? no..
Been told off by a teacher? yeah?
not done your homework? everyday
had a detention? suprisingly no?
wagged class/school? well I go the sickbay when i cbf going to class
been depressed? yes 
spent $100 in a day? yah
been to prom? junior prom
painted your nails? yes
Been in a physical fight? not serious but yeah, with my sister and ashia hahahah
cried over something stupid? all the time
stolen something? not from a shop
laughed so hard you cried? yes
done something really stupid that you still laugh about? yes

CURRENTLY WEARING
Pants? black tights
Top? selfie top
over top? pink jersey 
Accessories? nothing
Shoes? nothing


RANDOM
can you dance? no no no
have you ever cried yourself to sleep? yeah
Have you been on a plane? yeah
Can you whistle? yeah
can you cross your eyes? yeah
Been in love? I think so
Done something you regret? who actually hasn't?
Do you like Rollercoasters? yes omfg
ever asked someone out? yah man
self harmed? yes
Read a novel in a day? yah
do you use sarcasm? yeah everyday hahaha
what should you be doing right now? school. but i have the day off so i should be cleaning my room
current mood? eh
do you like your handwriting? yeah i suppose so
Do you watch much TV? no
do you like the beach? YES
Current Piercings? Belly button and ear lobes
can you swim? yeah
habbit? playing with my hair
what are you listening to? They Just Don't Know You - Little Mix
do you wear perfume on a daily basis? yeah
Can you draw? yah
what do you look like right now? decent
do you like singing? YES just not in public hahahah
Something you really want? an iPhone 4s white
looking forward to Christmas? yeah!


 
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I get butterflies in my stomach, everytime he texts me. :3
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when the guy you like and talk to, and are like best friends, and flirt and stuff, ends up going out with your best friend, and they don't even bother to tell you. 
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Spell your name without vowels: lr
Your favorite number: 4
What color do you wear most? um, in my free time, black. It goes with anything!
Least favorite color?: I like all colours, but clothing wise.. orange or yellow.
What are you listening to?: Popular Song. Mike ft. Ariana Grande <3
What is your favorite class in school?: Science and English, only because my English teacher is really cool and in science we act like complete idiots and don't care what the others think!
Are you outgoing?: Depends on where I am, I guess.
Favorite pair of shoes?: My Black Converse 
CANS
Can you dance?: Yeah, if you call running around throwing random spazms then yeah. I can dance.
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: I can't say Iv'e tried it.. 
Can you whistle?: yeah
Write with both hands?: Only my right
Cross your eyes: Yes.
Walk with your toes curled?: Yep.
THE DO'S
Do you believe there is life on other planets?: Maybe. 
Do you believe in miracles?: eh. kinda.
Do you believe in magic?: not reeeeally.
Love at first sight?: yes, although, not really. It's judging someone on how they look
Do you like roller coasters? YES. ASDFGHJKL; YES.
Do you know how to swim?: yeah, but I perfer to stick to floating around.
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: why? what do they eat?
THE HAVES
Have you ever been on a plane?: many times.
Have you ever asked someone out?: Yes, hahahaha, reeeeejected. never. again.
Have you ever been to the ocean?: yeah
Have you ever painted your nails?: Of course! 
THE WHATS
What is the temperature outside?: I have no idea. you tell me. 
What radio station do you listen to?:The Edge.
What was the last thing you bought?: um, a drink for my friend and I, and a caramel slice. *cough* unhealthy. *cough*
What was the last thing on TV you watched?: uuuugh, I can't remember..
THE WHOS
Who was the last person you chatted to?: My bestest friend.
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: me, ashia, and livie. ;-)
Who was the last person you said I love you to?: Ryan. :3 
HAPPY SECTION
Are you a happy person?: Sometimes.
What can make you happy?: Chocolate, tumblr, music and my friends.
Do you wish you were happier?: yeah
Can music make you happy?: ABSO-F/CKING-LOUTLEY.
How many times have you had your heart broken?: like, 3.
LOOK AT ME
What is your current hair color?: Lightish brown, with blonde foils.
What does your hair look like now? I just woke up, so crap.
Current piercings?: My ear lobes, but 2 on one ear lobe, BECAUSE THEY STUFFED IT UP. I also want my left ear done at the top, and I'm getting my bellybutton done in 4 weeks!
Have any tattoos?: Nope
Eye color?: Brown.
CURRENTLY WEARING
What shirt are you wearing? White singlet
Pants: My black pajama pants, with big colourful hearts on them. ikr, haawt.
Shoes?: white socks.
Necklaces?: none..
HAVE YOU EVER
Been to jail: nope.
Ran away from home: once, when I was younger, I hid behind my dads boat. then I got bored and went back home. cool ;-)
Laughed so hard you cried: Many times!
Thrown up in a store: Not that I know of...
Wanted to be a model: For that, I would have to be pretty, but yeah. being a model would be awesome! I mean, getting paid, to walk down a catwalk, wear cool clothes, get your hair and makeup down, and get photos. IT. WOULD. BE. A. DREAM. COME. TRUE.
Done something really stupid that you still laugh about?: Yes omg, yes. 
seen a dead body: yeah. and a funeral of course.
skinny dipping: nope
THIS OR THAT
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King? McDonalds
Single or Group Dates?: Both are fun.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Both :3. 
Strawberries or blueberries: Strawberries BLUEBERRIES ARE DISGUSTING WASTES OF SPACE
Meat or Veggies: ew, um, meat. :/
TV or Movie: movie
Guitar or Drums: guitar
Adidas or Nike: converse.
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: Cheerios.
Cake or Pie: Pie. but cake is also fabulous.
MTV or VH1: whats VH1? I'm just gonna go with MTV.
1. Were you named after anyone?: nahhh..
2. When was the last time you cried?: Last night, as per normal. 
3. Do you like your handwriting?: sometimes.
4. What's your favorite lunch meat?: idk.
5. Do you use sarcasm? ALL DAY, EVERYDAY.
8. Do you still have your tonsils?: nope
9. Would you bungee jump?: yes, but WHAT IF THE CHORD BREAKS D:
10. What is your favorite cereal?:  It changes frequently.
11. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?: MY FEET ARE TOO FAT TO GET MY SHOES OFF WITHOUT UNTIEING. D:
13. What is your favorite ice cream?: tbh, I don't really like icecream.                                                                                     
14. What is the first thing you notice about people? their face...
15. Red or pink?: PINK x1000000
16. What is your least favorite thing about yourself?: er, everything..
17. Who do you miss the most?: alot of people. even though most of them are douchebags.
18. Do you want everyone to complete this list?: well, idk. I like answering them.
19. What are you listening to right now? Endless - Enna
20. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?: pink.
21. Favorite Smells?: French Vanilla, the viva la juicy perfume, perfume in general, the chi chi body spray. and more.
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well, I don't think any one is going to read this, but I just wanted to get it out there, since I don't talk about this topic to anyone. ok, well I used to be depressed when my dad cheated on my mum with a prostitute when I was like 9 or 10. She blackmailed him asking for lots of money, or she would tell mum about him sleeping with her. He refused and next thing you know, there was a loud, forceful know on the door, dad had closed all the curtains, knowing she was coming, and told mum not to open the door. She panicked and asked what was going on. He confessed and she was so shocked she just slapped him. They went to the door and she asked him for the money, he didn't give it to her and  so she told mum about it. ugh. the sk/ank had a baby in her arms and she looked like a who/re, in which case, she was! Mum asked if she was happy, ruining our lives. She laughed and said, I don't mind. then mum slammed the door on her, I remember, it all, as I was standing in the doorway, which they didn't know, I shut dad and, well, everyone out, I didn't trust anybody, I didn't talk to anyone, mum didn't leave dad, I'm sorry, but sometimes, I wish she did... I've NEVER discussed this topic with my dad and my sister doesn't remember anything, since she was so young, , so mum said it's best if she doesn't find out. I don't talk about this to anyone, but yeah. I never talked from then on. Until like, 2 months later, but only one word sentences until like 6 months when I finally talked a bit more, they used to fight alot, throwing things and just verbal abuse, dad once, touched her, holding her against the wall, grabbing her neck, he never touched her again, to the day, I don't show my dad much affection, I don't hug him or anything, I just can't. He f/cked everything up for me, so yeah. thats a lot dad. 

- thanks for reading <3


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If 11:11 wishes did come true 
you would be so dead right now. 


 
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I  HOPE YOU STAND ON
 

LEGO.


 

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