ForeverYours7510

I have trust issues.
It really irritates me when people get upset with me for not trusting them.
They're like "I'm not Austin or Robert"
I never said they were.. and its nothing personal..
I just don't trust anyone..

Am I the only person who thinks Eminem is hot? D:

That awkward moment when:
You fall for someone you meet online;
Knowing very well that theres a 99.9% chance you two will NEVER meet.

Robert;
You let go. I'm still a mess on the inside.
You've stitched your name into every place in my being.
You don't even acknowledge that I'm still breathing
As I still need time each day to cry over you.
Don't worry, its getting better.
I only cried once today </3

Austin;
Its nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared.
And making me feel like I was the only one
Its nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
and letting me know we were done </3

 

*lyrics from My Happy Ending.

I had my walls up so high.
I was doing amazing for so long. I hadn't been hurt.
Then you, you came along
Made me realize what it feels like to have my walls down.
Then you destroyed me.
You were everything I ever wanted.
And now you expect me to move on as easy as you did
</3
Thanks Austin.

I guess what hurts the most is;
I'd give you my everything..
But you can't give me one second of your time..

Austin,
What really bothers me is I fell so in love with you.
You built me up so high and then pulled the floor from under me.
I remember ever single cute thing you ever said.
I have your smile memorized.
I remember every single story you told me about your life.
You were my world even though we were only close for so long.
And you left. It wasn't even fair.
Wanna know what sucks even more?
I need you, and day by day this is killing me.
Yet, I bet you don't even remember what color my eyes are :/