Forever_Lost
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I lost my best friend.
I saw this coming. I had two best friends. They became friends, then best friends, then I fell out of the picture. I'm sure lots of other people experienced this before, but I'm really broken up about it. I got extremely jealous because I really only had two friends. One was my really best friend 'ever.' I only had two friends. Now they think nothing of me, except to call me annoying. Sometimes they notice I'm sad and try to comfort me, which I really appreciate. So I put on a happy face like anyone would and pretend to brush it off. Afterwards, it all goes back to 'normal.' I felt like nothing then, now I feel like less than nothing. I just feel really messed up right now. I have a lot of stress, and this just puts me over the top.
If you read this, I'll sum it up now. I just wanna list some examples to vent. I just really need someone to talk to right now.
A lot of it is in 2 classes in school, because we all sit next to each other. I sit next to my closer friend. We are arranged in pairs in history. My other best friend sits next to me with an aisle inbetween. My closer friend is always begging my other best friend to switch seats.
Another time in history, of which reaaally hurt, the two of them were talking about getting together later that day (again.) They were talking about maybe inviting me. (I knew that was unlikely.) They tried whispering, but it's pretty hard not to over-hear when you're inbetween them. Of course in the end, only two ended up going. It made me feel better knowing that they tried to whisper and that they considered inviting me. It's fine with me that they hang out after school, but they hang out all the time. Outside of school, I only really get to hang out with them only about once every few months or so. They hang out a few times a week, (excluding video chatting.) They video chat almost every day.
In short, I just feel replaced. I have one other friend that actually seems like he cares. But he seems to only pay attention to my two other friends. And to make the whole situation even better, the three of them hang out sometimes. I just feel really replaced and worthless. I just really needed to vent.
I saw this coming. I had two best friends. They became friends, then best friends, then I fell out of the picture. I'm sure lots of other people experienced this before, but I'm really broken up about it. I got extremely jealous because I really only had two friends. One was my really best friend 'ever.' I only had two friends. Now they think nothing of me, except to call me annoying. Sometimes they notice I'm sad and try to comfort me, which I really appreciate. So I put on a happy face like anyone would and pretend to brush it off. Afterwards, it all goes back to 'normal.' I felt like nothing then, now I feel like less than nothing. I just feel really messed up right now. I have a lot of stress, and this just puts me over the top.
If you read this, I'll sum it up now. I just wanna list some examples to vent. I just really need someone to talk to right now.
A lot of it is in 2 classes in school, because we all sit next to each other. I sit next to my closer friend. We are arranged in pairs in history. My other best friend sits next to me with an aisle inbetween. My closer friend is always begging my other best friend to switch seats.
Another time in history, of which reaaally hurt, the two of them were talking about getting together later that day (again.) They were talking about maybe inviting me. (I knew that was unlikely.) They tried whispering, but it's pretty hard not to over-hear when you're inbetween them. Of course in the end, only two ended up going. It made me feel better knowing that they tried to whisper and that they considered inviting me. It's fine with me that they hang out after school, but they hang out all the time. Outside of school, I only really get to hang out with them only about once every few months or so. They hang out a few times a week, (excluding video chatting.) They video chat almost every day.
In short, I just feel replaced. I have one other friend that actually seems like he cares. But he seems to only pay attention to my two other friends. And to make the whole situation even better, the three of them hang out sometimes. I just feel really replaced and worthless. I just really needed to vent.
