tattooedheart*

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Tears don't mean you're losing

everybody's bruising
 

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maybe this is goodbye

maybe you'll read this, i don't know.
but here's a short story about me...


at least three years ago, i had the worst school experience for myself. i had be-friended a girl who seemed really nice at first. i had only one other friend at the time. the girl ended up eating lunch with us almost every day, unless her other friends wanted to sit with her. one day, she asked me who i had a crush on, so i told her, thinking she wouldn't tell anyone. but she ended up telling the whole entire grade and everytime someone saw me they would laugh. after that, she ended up telling me i was fat and i started to believe it. i started eating less, having the urge to throw up more and more after every bite. i cried too much after that experience. so during the holidays when i went overboard on food, i only had tinier portions and my family started to notice. but she started the reason why i'm so skinny. then a boy came along, but i don't want to name him here because he was nice at one point. i had heard he only went for skinny girls, so i decided to start my eating habits again.


I want to be yours but you don't want to be mine






I just want to be myself without being judged.
 




 

he's the reason that i smile when i'm down.