FreeYourself__

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Helllo beautifuls,

thi s  is  my   secret   profile.   All  my   secrets,
all my fear,    everything about me is on here.
But you'll never know who i am. I want people
to   know   the  real  me  but  not  who  i  am.  i
can  be  me  behind  this  screen  without  fear.
All my quotes are in black&white, plan&simple.
The quotes hold what I feel, and they dont need
to be sugar coated because, believe me, what I
feel is anything but nice. I write how i feel, &
that will never change. I am who I am, and I
feel how I feel. Maybe by reading these quotes
you'll truly learn who I am, you don't need a
picture or name to know who I am.

So  here  I  am.

 

Quotes by FreeYourself__



Your gone;


I blocked you out of my life completely,
theres no way for you to get ahold of
me. i know its for the best, but it hurts
having you detached from my life. But
you chose this, you were the one that
gave up, you didnt want 'us' anymore,
So maybe having you gone is better
than having you here, because i know
you will always look back and blame
yourself, because its all your fault this
time, i tried and you gave up, so you
Can take the blame.



 



This love was accidental;

So give it up, this was never meant to be

More than a memory for you.



 




Fine;


ignore my texts, ignore my calls, delete
me off facebook, block my number and
make sure you avoid me at all cost.
Cut all contact with me. Fine. i dont care.
Why? Because you can do all these
things, you can get me out of your life
but you cant get me out of your mind.
Have fun forgetting me, have fun getting
over me and most of all have fun moving
on. I know ill always be in the back of


Your mind.




 




Save Me;


Save me from this pain, this endless nightmare.
Save me from the tears and the heartbreak you
caused. Save me from all the sleepless nights
and the skipped meals. Save me from the wait
by the phone, and the painful memories. Save
me from the days that go by and i think of you,
just save me. For the last time. Do this for me,
come back and resuce me from this hell. I miss
you and I need you. So please. Save me from
myself before i go crazy. Because I cant

Handle this pain anymore.


 




Why?

Why do I keep thinking your coming back this time, i know your not.
I'm sitting here, day by day, waiting for you to text me, call me, stop by
my house and tell me you still want me. Tell me you never stopped.
I cry myself to sleep every night, with the tiny bit of hope that i'll wake
up and this was all just a dream. But I need to stop. I need to stop
hoping, and wishing and dreaming. Because you chose this time to
leave, to end it. And I have to get it through my mind that your just not
coming back this time, and no matter what I do. Its over. And thats
how it will stay. This time I know its the end, your not coming back.
& that kills me.




 




That's it;


I gave you the choice and you decided for this to be over,
but just remember all the nights we shard, all the tears
you caused. The feeling you had when we kissed, the way
I laid in your arms. Remember the good times and the bad.
Remember all the fights and make ups, all the hours we
spent on the phone, remember all the kisses and hugs.
Remember that you just gave that all up. And remember that
its over for good. Im not going to hurt you anymore, im going
to respect your choice and move on, i wont try and talk to you,
i wont try and make you mad, im just going to go on pretending
I'm fine. I'm doing this for you.



 

So I'll go on pretending I'm fine;

& you'll go on pretending you were never mine.



 


There's no going back;

Not this time. I'm done with the fighting, crying, praying,
and sleepless nights. I'm done with the worrying and
acting like nothings wrong. I'm done waiting around
for something that will probably never happen. I'm
done trying. Whats the point anymore? Its not even
worth it. I don't want to get to the point where I start
to hate you, and at this point I'm getting there. So
This is my final goodbye.





My eyes sting;


as the tears falll one by one. Every thought I ever had about you rushes
through my head. I wonder why I ever let myself fall after telling myself
not to. How could I? How could I trust you or anyone for that matter.
I knew you'd end up like everyone else. Nothing was right, but I
conviced myself everything was perfect. You changed, everything
we had faded. Now that I look back, the memories were the only
thing keeping me from letting go. When I remembered them, I didn't
want to let go because I didn't want to let go of you. But its not you
anymore. You changed and I just dont want to be with this new person.
So this time Im leaving without a word, theres no goodbyes. I just cant,
because I know if I tell you goodbye, it'll end up with us talking about
missing eachother and ill backout. I just want you to know, ill miss you
more than you will ever know. And I never wanted it to end like this.


But it did.