FromMyHeartxx3

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Well, My name is Jenny. 15. Highschool. Music is life for me, literally I always have earbuds in my ears with sweet Jack Johnson, Carlos Bertonatti, Ben Harper, Red Hot chili peppers, Chris Rice, etc. Pretty much anything. I am an incredibly outgoing, loud person, but if you really get to know, in a way very few do, you also find out i'm incredibly reserved. odd, yeah I know I am. But, make your own opinions, talk to me:)

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Advicee Please...?!
Okay, well, I have not been on here for like ever!
Not like I was witty famous or anything, I'm just
normal on here. But I really want people's help.
OKAY. well my ex and I broke up 3 months ago.
We had dated for 13 months. But the end of the
relationship was a bit bitter. (he got mad at me,
I wasn't myself [I had gotten asthma, passed out
randomly, sick, doctors, no sports, headaches,
and insomnia] but he complained I was attention
seeking. and all. So A bunch of built up problems
came out and we brokeup) But i did not want that
at all! He honestly was perfect to me. Everything
about him I loved. From his humor, to his eyes, to
his thoughts, to his quirks. Everything. Now, we
barely talk ever. and even though he sits in front of
me in history, he never makes eye contact with me.
Like I was his first girlfriend (i had a couple boyfriends
before) and now enough time has past and other guys
are asking me out and flirting with me, plain into me.
And he knows that obviously, we sit near eachother
and my friends and I will talk about it. Even during this
relationship it happened. But now, I want to know if he
does this because he hates me, or misses me, or just
does not care. Any advice? and also, with valentines
day coming up, i wanna nonchalantly let him know I
still care. What if before he walks into history I leave
his favorite song lyrics on his desk. It would probably
be something I'd only have known..so if he thinks he
possibly might be able to figure out it was me.
I dont wanna be desperate, because I'm not at all
I just really miss him.

Cookie Jar. 
I would turn on the TV, but it's so embarressing.
To see all the other people, I don't know what they mean.
& it was magic at first, when they spoke without sound.
But now this world is gonna hurt, better turn that thing down.
Turn it around.
Well it wasnt me said the boy with the gun
Sure I pulled the trigger but it needed to be done
Because lifes been killing me ever since it began
You can't blame me cause I'm too young
You can't blame me, sure the killer was my son
But I didn't teach him to pull the trigger or the gun
It's the killing on the TV scene,
You can't blame me, it's those images he's seen.
Well, you cant blame me, says the media man
I wasnt the one who came up with the plan
& I just point my camera at what the people want to see
Man, it's a two way mirror and you can't blame me.
You can't blame me says the singer of the song
Or the maker of the movie which he bases his life on
It's only enetertainment, as anyone could see
The smoke machines, the makeup and
You can't fool me.
It was you, it was me, it was every man
We all got the blood on our hands
We only recieve what we demand,
& if we want hell, then hell is what we'll have.
I would turn on the TV, but it's so embarressing.
To see all the other people, don't even know what they mean.
& it was magic at first,  But let everyone down.
Now this world is gonna hurt,
Better turn it around.
Turn it around.


In light of the Shooting at Sandy Hook, and all the other horrendouly crude and shocking current events making national, even world, news. I would like to bring these lyrics to everyone. Maybe Jack Johnsons got it right.

Jack Johnson, Cookie Jar.




 









I'M FALLING APART INSIDE.
[ I'm drowning. ] with silent screams in my head,
     No actual words can be said So I just let, >> go.

 





 I lose a breath when you walk by
You told me you loved me.
Then stomped on my heart and left me
Now we're a thing of the past
 I thought we'd last

I lose a breath when you walk by
& I can only lose so many
                    Before I die.
 




 




You still mean everything to me,
You're just not worth the fight anymore.



 



Last Night,I went to my Boyfriend's hockey game
We've been dating a year, well tomarrow it'll be a year.
His team lost pretty badly and my boyfriend got shoved around. I was talking to his parents about just how mad he will be, due to how competitive he is. And the game was 2 hours away from where we live. On the way home, at 11:30..he cuddles up to me in the car and he wraps me up in his arms and eases me to sleep. The only times i woke up really were when he fixed the blanket, started singing a song on the radio to me and he claimed those songs reminded him of me, and when he squeezed me tighter and kissed me. The entire ride home he held me and hugged me, and when we finally pulled up to my house, He was upset because 'I had to leave his arms and we couldn't sleep together anymore.' Then he said he loved me.

 



WE ALL HAVE THAT ONE
MUSICIAN WHO CAN ALWAYS
PUT A HUGE SMILE UPON 
OUR FACES. 
Me: People these days..
Friend: I know. So hard to find good friends.
Me: Yeah, sometimes I wish I had a friend like Joey who will always go out of his way to make me happy and I can always go to for a good laugh.  
Friend: Joey..?
Me: Or a friend like Phoebe who will always tell the truth and be there with her slight stupidity and sarcasm. Her sarcasm is the best.
Friend: ....
Me: And of course Monica. She could keep me in order and always would have good food for me to eat. I'd never go hungry.
Me: And Chandler. He is so dependable. You need that rock for a friend.
Me: And of course Rachel to give me fashion advice. I'm not good with that stuff.
Friend: Are you seriously..wait..are you talking about Friends? The show?
Me: And Ross. I could really use a guy like ross to be passionate and love me for me. He is so passionate and caring. Rachel is so lucky. It's not even fair she gets to be with him. He will always love her and care for her and he is smart and everything. Not fair.
Friend: *Walks away* This is why I don't watch TV with you anymore.
Me: Fine I have all 10 seasons!! Thats 236 episodes I can watch without you!!

 


You know you're
In love when:

The only thing you want is to be with him, He can make you laugh.
--- Everything he does puts a smile on your face,
 & even when you cry over him...He is all you want

Never Shout Never! I follow back. ^_^

Yesterday there was a car accident.

There were 2 boys involved. Both had just graduated from High School. One of them died at the scene. It happened in the middle of the night, the boys were coming home from a party. Now, Personally, I only knew the surviving boy a little bit. The boy who passed, i never knew or talked to. I do wish he rests in peace. But I go on facebook this morning and everyone posts about this accident, when I guarentee not everyone knew this boy, just heard about him. Now, my brother knew the boy who died fairly well, and he was emotional about the accident. He made me promise that if he ever died in a car accident or in any tragic way to make sure that random strangers don't wish him peace after death, especially over facebook. & this is what my brother said exactly. "It's stupid, so stupid. Now that (the boy) is dead everyone cares about him, but what about when he was alive? People called him out on stupid things. That drug alcohol rehab class i took, (the boy) was in that too. No one cared when he got nailed for whatever he did to get into that class. He's dead so now people care. Stupid. Sis, If i die don't let that happen, random strangers saying good stuff about me. Everyone posting crap on facebook to get 'likes'. Gosh, can't these people get off facebook and spend time with there families. Life is precious, this accident proved that, yet people still are on the stupid computer and not with there families. stupid. I'm sure (the boy) would love one last chance to say 'I love you' to his family. I wonder when the people posting this stuff said that to their family." _I don't mean to hate on people, i just wanted to vent because my brother, the same one who said this, was in an accident last year. He was the passanger. The driver ran into a telephone pole and my brother was lucky to live, the pole was inches from his body. No one mentioned my brother's accident. He lived. He's lucky. and the first thing he did when i saw him in the hospital was cry and say how much he loved me. Yeah. It's sad. But life is more precious than a facebook post.


-Just a vent