I wrote on her table "lol i like girls&boys. don't tell dad."
and then when she got home from work& read it she hugged me and was like "i love you" and I was like lol you actually hate me but k
Awe. Well in my opinion I think you are dead wrong to hate your self. Sorry, but I dont know why you would. If its things youve done, or your looks, or anything. Im going to be annoying and write a long comment. Sorry(:
Heres what you can do, change. Life gives you that option. If you do hate your self, change into someone you wanna be! That is beautiful to you! Do you know how much happier you would be if you didnt spend so much time hating your self? How many things you could do if you stopped worrying about "this is wrong with me, and this" ? Endless possibilities c: But since you hate your self you would probably say "no I cant because Im ______" but its not true, whatever you would say. Everything can change over time, and you can change your self if it means that much to you.
...if you say you're not pretty one more time, I'll find you, drive to your house, whip out a foam finger, beat you over the head with it, and leave. cause you deserve it.
and then when she got home from work& read it she hugged me and was like "i love you" and I was like lol you actually hate me but k
Heres what you can do, change. Life gives you that option. If you do hate your self, change into someone you wanna be! That is beautiful to you! Do you know how much happier you would be if you didnt spend so much time hating your self? How many things you could do if you stopped worrying about "this is wrong with me, and this" ? Endless possibilities c: But since you hate your self you would probably say "no I cant because Im ______" but its not true, whatever you would say. Everything can change over time, and you can change your self if it means that much to you.
Wellll, I hope I didnt annoy you that much(:
1st of all. Your username is AMAAAZING.
2nd of all. HOLY ASDFGHJKL you are gorgeous. Okay, Imma leave now. :)