I never
knew I would end up like this
That empty space that you can’t seem to
fill
A craving, a longing for something, someone
more
The day you shared those sweet
words
The ones that m.e.l.t.e.d my
heart
The ones I failed to return
A mistake, a regret I can’t shake,
can’t take back
It wasn’t till now that I realized fear
constricted me and pulled me from your arms
Threatening me with images
Bad fights, lonely nights
Waterfalls of tears
I sit here now in disbelief, angry at
myself
Wishing I had let you go
If I could take every single wasted moment
away
All those terrible, unspoken words
erased
Believe me, I’d do
a.n.y.t.h.i.n.g.
But instead I remain here all
alone
Watching you with him
Knowing that he could have been
me
And its k.i.l.l.i.n.g. me
edit it later :)
true words from the heart :)
i wish i meant as much to her as she does to me :(