Getting_Better
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You don't get a second chance, life is no nintendo game.
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Location: Massachusetts
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Birthday: February 19
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Getting
Better
3-15-13
Haiiii, haven't written in awhile! Well, there's a lot to cover.
We were good, very good, and then a few nights ago, we started talking and I asked him if he could make the picture we took together his profile picture, which awhile ago he said he would, and he wouldn't do it, so I was like what, and then I don't remember how, but we got onto the subject of being "too close" and stuff... We agreed we both have periods when we go "are we dating....?" "omg i love him/her" "ehh we're too close" we didn't argue, just talked about it. Then I had to go to bed, and we decided we would act like nothing happened at school, but we would talk after school.
And we did.
I asked him what we could change, so we wouldn't be too close, and not be in a "relationship/not relationship" as he called it.
He said the two things I was hoping he wouldn't. I would've given up anything but those two things, and it may be stupid to you, they're little things, but I got so used to them, and comfortable with them, and they mean a lot to me.
-Hugging at dismissal
-Saying "I love you" before bed.
I am the kind of person that once I get locked into a schedule, or certain things, activities, I have to follow them, I have to keep doing them, keep the same rhythm, or I get lost, so I had to deal with that, and he is the only person I hug, or touch, and I love his hugs, and I love saying I love you, so all of a sudden just.... to stop... wrecked me...
I didn't tell him though, I just told him that we should do whatever he felt was right, and that I would follow through with anything he thought would benefit us....
I didn't tell him it hurt.
I didn't sleep for two days- I don't sleep when I'm upset, and I turn quiet, I just told everyone I was tired. I cried a lot. All night, morning before school, after school, then again this morning. It was basically killing me, seeing people hug... and him talking to me, then having to go to bed, and awkwardly just saying "Alright... see you tomorrow..." instead of "Alright, love you!" I thought maybe it could benefit us later-- but it hurts so much.
Today, I decided that I was gonna tell him how I feel... hurt about the whole thing.
But at his bus stop, I said "You're probably gonna hate me for saying this- but I didn't really think that Wednesday would be our last hug" and he said "want one more?" and I said "yeah.." and we hugged....and it hurt..
He texted me after school, and I told him that I was having a difficult time with this, and that I just wanted to do what he wanted, that I was sorry I was acting different (I wasn't talking in school at all, if I did talk it was very quiet) I told him that, it wasn't easy for me to let this go... he said he was worried about getting two connected, and I said I know, but we could've let go of other things too....eventually, he said that we would say I love you- but only at bed, act totally normal in person, chill with the friendship, and hug at dismissal. Everything has been totally difficult, but we worked this out without one fight! That was big for us though, I must admit!! Anyways, the past few days have been really hard for me....
Hopefully this was all a part of
Getting Better
Advice?
3-15-13
Haiiii, haven't written in awhile! Well, there's a lot to cover.
We were good, very good, and then a few nights ago, we started talking and I asked him if he could make the picture we took together his profile picture, which awhile ago he said he would, and he wouldn't do it, so I was like what, and then I don't remember how, but we got onto the subject of being "too close" and stuff... We agreed we both have periods when we go "are we dating....?" "omg i love him/her" "ehh we're too close" we didn't argue, just talked about it. Then I had to go to bed, and we decided we would act like nothing happened at school, but we would talk after school.
And we did.
I asked him what we could change, so we wouldn't be too close, and not be in a "relationship/not relationship" as he called it.
He said the two things I was hoping he wouldn't. I would've given up anything but those two things, and it may be stupid to you, they're little things, but I got so used to them, and comfortable with them, and they mean a lot to me.
-Hugging at dismissal
-Saying "I love you" before bed.
I am the kind of person that once I get locked into a schedule, or certain things, activities, I have to follow them, I have to keep doing them, keep the same rhythm, or I get lost, so I had to deal with that, and he is the only person I hug, or touch, and I love his hugs, and I love saying I love you, so all of a sudden just.... to stop... wrecked me...
I didn't tell him though, I just told him that we should do whatever he felt was right, and that I would follow through with anything he thought would benefit us....
I didn't tell him it hurt.
I didn't sleep for two days- I don't sleep when I'm upset, and I turn quiet, I just told everyone I was tired. I cried a lot. All night, morning before school, after school, then again this morning. It was basically killing me, seeing people hug... and him talking to me, then having to go to bed, and awkwardly just saying "Alright... see you tomorrow..." instead of "Alright, love you!" I thought maybe it could benefit us later-- but it hurts so much.
Today, I decided that I was gonna tell him how I feel... hurt about the whole thing.
But at his bus stop, I said "You're probably gonna hate me for saying this- but I didn't really think that Wednesday would be our last hug" and he said "want one more?" and I said "yeah.." and we hugged....and it hurt..
He texted me after school, and I told him that I was having a difficult time with this, and that I just wanted to do what he wanted, that I was sorry I was acting different (I wasn't talking in school at all, if I did talk it was very quiet) I told him that, it wasn't easy for me to let this go... he said he was worried about getting two connected, and I said I know, but we could've let go of other things too....eventually, he said that we would say I love you- but only at bed, act totally normal in person, chill with the friendship, and hug at dismissal. Everything has been totally difficult, but we worked this out without one fight! That was big for us though, I must admit!! Anyways, the past few days have been really hard for me....
Hopefully this was all a part of
Getting Better
Advice?
Getting
Better
3-8-13
Well, we have been good, since Monday, no fights or arguments or mean things. We have been getting along,.
Also, that jamboree I went to, with him, to watch him play last Friday, we took a picture together while he was waiting to play. He put it up on instagram last night, as well as facebook. The caption says;
"This is my best friend, Lily, we have been friends for a year now, and I couldn't ask for anyone better. We met in Pre school, but I had no idea that 7 years later this random girl would become my best friend. She has always been a great friend to me, she's very special to me, and I'm very thankful to have her in my life. She's the best and I love her:)"
Yeah, I wanted him to put it up from day one because everyone thinks that he doesn't care about me and that our feelings only go one way and that he doesn't want to be friends with me, and that proved them all wrong. It shows them he does care. and he does love me, despite what they all think. It was really nice, and I'm really happy. I look horrible in the picture though, he says I don't, but trust me, I do, even so, it's my profile pic on my profile here on witty, check it out.
Everything seems to be going fine, despite the fact that I've been getting teased, and stuff, There are UNTRUE rumors going around that I have been giving Trevor Blowj*bs, and stuff........
They are totally untrue, and the rumors are really bad for my reputation, I am on the student council, straight A goody-two-shoes honors student, I am a mentor to the younger students, and everyone thinks I'm really nice and sweet, those rumors could ruin me. I talked to Trevor about it, and those rumors can ruin him just as much as they can ruin me. Why do people have to spread untrue things about people?? I don't know what to do.
But back to our friendship, and the true stuff, Trevor and I are getting along very well, I'm going to my grandfathers wake tonight at 4 and I will be out until like 11, and he's gonna try to wait up for me. I don't know, we'll see how it goes,
It's been over a month and a half, I think we're
Getting Better
((:
3-8-13
Well, we have been good, since Monday, no fights or arguments or mean things. We have been getting along,.
Also, that jamboree I went to, with him, to watch him play last Friday, we took a picture together while he was waiting to play. He put it up on instagram last night, as well as facebook. The caption says;
"This is my best friend, Lily, we have been friends for a year now, and I couldn't ask for anyone better. We met in Pre school, but I had no idea that 7 years later this random girl would become my best friend. She has always been a great friend to me, she's very special to me, and I'm very thankful to have her in my life. She's the best and I love her:)"
Yeah, I wanted him to put it up from day one because everyone thinks that he doesn't care about me and that our feelings only go one way and that he doesn't want to be friends with me, and that proved them all wrong. It shows them he does care. and he does love me, despite what they all think. It was really nice, and I'm really happy. I look horrible in the picture though, he says I don't, but trust me, I do, even so, it's my profile pic on my profile here on witty, check it out.
Everything seems to be going fine, despite the fact that I've been getting teased, and stuff, There are UNTRUE rumors going around that I have been giving Trevor Blowj*bs, and stuff........
They are totally untrue, and the rumors are really bad for my reputation, I am on the student council, straight A goody-two-shoes honors student, I am a mentor to the younger students, and everyone thinks I'm really nice and sweet, those rumors could ruin me. I talked to Trevor about it, and those rumors can ruin him just as much as they can ruin me. Why do people have to spread untrue things about people?? I don't know what to do.
But back to our friendship, and the true stuff, Trevor and I are getting along very well, I'm going to my grandfathers wake tonight at 4 and I will be out until like 11, and he's gonna try to wait up for me. I don't know, we'll see how it goes,
It's been over a month and a half, I think we're
Getting Better
((:
Getting Better
2-4-13
I talked to Trevor, during first period, explained everything. Saturday he was just busy, and then Sunday, he had church all morning and basketball until 9pm, which is when he usually goes to bed. So we got through that. I had gym today, and he had health. While he was waiting to go into his health class I was there with him, and he pinky promised me he would wait for me after he got out of class. So after gym, I walk out of the girls locker room and down the hallway, and I see a boy, in a green celtics shirt, waiting for me, I was surprised, even though he promised me he'd wait, it was another thing to actually see it. So we walked to third period together.
But anyways, in first period, which is Italian, the teacher had us interacting and telling Italian stories. I was talking while she was teaching, so she decided to use me in an example story. In Italian (which I'm not gonna put) she said "Lily, a tall girl, kissed..." everyone is class shouted "Trevor!" so my teacher said "Lily, a tall girl, kissed Trevor...on the forehead...he yelled 'no!' haha, just kidding, Lily kissed Trevor on the nose and he laughed and smiled" At first I was laughing, but I was embarassed and felt like I was gonna cry, my face was red from laughing and being embarassed so a kid in my class went "SHE'S BLUSHING" which made it more worse. I was a little mad. But everything was fine after.
Then, afterschool we had student council together. We waited to go into a teacher's room, and we talked and we agreed that he would delete the messages and not read them, because I didn't think we needed it right now. Everything was fine, we were laughing and having the greatest time. Haha, we sat together, and he had his coat on, which was a wind-breaker sorta thing, and we were listening to the teacher do attendance, and everytime she called a name he turned around and made the loudest sound ever, I kept hitting him and whisper-yelling "Stop! knock it off!" trying not to die of laughter.
Then we had to work on Public Service Announcements together for our school's upcoming book drive. I was typing on the teachher's computer and he was being goofy and not serious and acting so dumb. He kept offering ideas, stupid ones, and I tried not to laugh and kept telling him to shutup. and then I hit him, and we got off track a couple times, but we finished our work. It was so annoying, but so much fun at the same time, he's weird. xD
Walking back to go get our stuff from another room I pushed him into a doorway by accident, I just wanted to shove him a little, for annoying me, but it was funny as hell. Then he almost fell down the stairs. and over the railing, he was like "What would you do if I fell down the whole flight of stairs?" I said; "I'd laugh because it would be funny as hell" then he fake almost fell, and I told him to stop. Haha, we got our stuff, and he had to wait for his brother to get out of afterschool sports, so he hugged me and I left.
Then I get home, and we start texting, within 10 minutes of me being home, my mom gets a call..
She hangs up the phone and starts crying.
My grandfather passed away.
I told Trevor, and he was there for me, and he helped me, and he made me feel better,
and it made me feel like s/hhit. How he treats me amazing, just after I treated him so horribly. well, it's been a month and like 12 days, and
I think we are getting better.
2-4-13
I talked to Trevor, during first period, explained everything. Saturday he was just busy, and then Sunday, he had church all morning and basketball until 9pm, which is when he usually goes to bed. So we got through that. I had gym today, and he had health. While he was waiting to go into his health class I was there with him, and he pinky promised me he would wait for me after he got out of class. So after gym, I walk out of the girls locker room and down the hallway, and I see a boy, in a green celtics shirt, waiting for me, I was surprised, even though he promised me he'd wait, it was another thing to actually see it. So we walked to third period together.
But anyways, in first period, which is Italian, the teacher had us interacting and telling Italian stories. I was talking while she was teaching, so she decided to use me in an example story. In Italian (which I'm not gonna put) she said "Lily, a tall girl, kissed..." everyone is class shouted "Trevor!" so my teacher said "Lily, a tall girl, kissed Trevor...on the forehead...he yelled 'no!' haha, just kidding, Lily kissed Trevor on the nose and he laughed and smiled" At first I was laughing, but I was embarassed and felt like I was gonna cry, my face was red from laughing and being embarassed so a kid in my class went "SHE'S BLUSHING" which made it more worse. I was a little mad. But everything was fine after.
Then, afterschool we had student council together. We waited to go into a teacher's room, and we talked and we agreed that he would delete the messages and not read them, because I didn't think we needed it right now. Everything was fine, we were laughing and having the greatest time. Haha, we sat together, and he had his coat on, which was a wind-breaker sorta thing, and we were listening to the teacher do attendance, and everytime she called a name he turned around and made the loudest sound ever, I kept hitting him and whisper-yelling "Stop! knock it off!" trying not to die of laughter.
Then we had to work on Public Service Announcements together for our school's upcoming book drive. I was typing on the teachher's computer and he was being goofy and not serious and acting so dumb. He kept offering ideas, stupid ones, and I tried not to laugh and kept telling him to shutup. and then I hit him, and we got off track a couple times, but we finished our work. It was so annoying, but so much fun at the same time, he's weird. xD
Walking back to go get our stuff from another room I pushed him into a doorway by accident, I just wanted to shove him a little, for annoying me, but it was funny as hell. Then he almost fell down the stairs. and over the railing, he was like "What would you do if I fell down the whole flight of stairs?" I said; "I'd laugh because it would be funny as hell" then he fake almost fell, and I told him to stop. Haha, we got our stuff, and he had to wait for his brother to get out of afterschool sports, so he hugged me and I left.
Then I get home, and we start texting, within 10 minutes of me being home, my mom gets a call..
She hangs up the phone and starts crying.
My grandfather passed away.
I told Trevor, and he was there for me, and he helped me, and he made me feel better,
and it made me feel like s/hhit. How he treats me amazing, just after I treated him so horribly. well, it's been a month and like 12 days, and
I think we are getting better.
Getting
Better
3-3-13
It just seems like we have had a rough week. I am so worried we are going to totally reverse all the good things we have done, and go back to our old ways. Monday, Tuesday, & Wednesday were fine.
Thursday, after 2nd period, is when things started going downhill.
He has health second period, I had gym. He had to sign up for high school classes, and his health teacher is a gym teacher, so he was in the gym with my class, and his class that wasn't signing up. Trevor and some other people got finished early, and they were instructed to come back into the gym afterwards, because their teacher wasn't gonna leave for some reason. So, the popular guys, and the popular pretty girls are in his health class. and they go sit down on the other side of the bleachers. I see Trevor walk by where I'm sitting. I call his name,and he looks at me, and I'm like "Come here!" But he didn't listen and went and sat with the popular people. I was p/ssed. Yeah.
After gym, he waited in the hallway to walk with me, when I saw him, I was still mad and said "What, not gonna walk with your popular friends?"
"what?"
"Go walk with your popular friends."
"wha-"
Then he started talking to one of his guy friends, and continued walking near me. He didn't seem bothered by anything so I got increasingly mad.
"Why didn't you sit with me?"
"what?"
"Why didn't you sit with me? You sat with the popular people. Are you ashamed?"
"what?"
"you could've sat with me"
By this time, I'm yelling at him in the middle of the hallway. Like, yelling loud. I'm p/ssed. He's getting mad, I go up the stairs and he walks away. I cried during third period. I have never ever yelled at him before.
We made up at lunch though, and everything was fine until Friday night.
Friday night, I went to this jamboree, he was playing in it, but there were 2 hour breaks in between his team's games, so he sat with me on the bleachers and we took a picture together and talked and yeah. It was fine. When it was time for me to go home, he said he loved me and hugged me. Then he texted me when he got home, and we were trying to come up with a caption to write for the picture, which was going to go up on HIS facebook, to show that I don't give more and care more and to show he does care about me even a little. He didn't know what to write and I got aggravated. Then his Ipod died, and I talked to him yesterday morning. We finally figured out part of the caption, which he was making 10x harder than it had to be, when I started getting slow responses. He had to go. So I said "Bye."
"Bye:/ I love you"
"Bye."
An hour or so later I asked him if he was done cleaning, which is why he had to go, no answer. Every like half hour I'm like "Dude are you home?" "You home" "I'm gonna blow up your notifications" "Trevor!" etc . No answer. But he was online, on facebook. I was like, okay maybe he'll answer me in a few minutes. 40 minutes later, nope. So I texted him, so mad, like "Way to go on facebook and not answer me a/shole I hate you" and stuff. No answer. I feel like maybe he is putting off putting the picture up, because he is ashamed.
Then today, I found out my grandfather is dying, and probably won't make it to tomorrow, so I text Trevor
"Come on, answer please, I need you."
No answer. This was early this morning. Now it's evening, and he wasn't there for me, and he's not there for me. and I'm so p/ssed and upset.
3-3-13
It just seems like we have had a rough week. I am so worried we are going to totally reverse all the good things we have done, and go back to our old ways. Monday, Tuesday, & Wednesday were fine.
Thursday, after 2nd period, is when things started going downhill.
He has health second period, I had gym. He had to sign up for high school classes, and his health teacher is a gym teacher, so he was in the gym with my class, and his class that wasn't signing up. Trevor and some other people got finished early, and they were instructed to come back into the gym afterwards, because their teacher wasn't gonna leave for some reason. So, the popular guys, and the popular pretty girls are in his health class. and they go sit down on the other side of the bleachers. I see Trevor walk by where I'm sitting. I call his name,and he looks at me, and I'm like "Come here!" But he didn't listen and went and sat with the popular people. I was p/ssed. Yeah.
After gym, he waited in the hallway to walk with me, when I saw him, I was still mad and said "What, not gonna walk with your popular friends?"
"what?"
"Go walk with your popular friends."
"wha-"
Then he started talking to one of his guy friends, and continued walking near me. He didn't seem bothered by anything so I got increasingly mad.
"Why didn't you sit with me?"
"what?"
"Why didn't you sit with me? You sat with the popular people. Are you ashamed?"
"what?"
"you could've sat with me"
By this time, I'm yelling at him in the middle of the hallway. Like, yelling loud. I'm p/ssed. He's getting mad, I go up the stairs and he walks away. I cried during third period. I have never ever yelled at him before.
We made up at lunch though, and everything was fine until Friday night.
Friday night, I went to this jamboree, he was playing in it, but there were 2 hour breaks in between his team's games, so he sat with me on the bleachers and we took a picture together and talked and yeah. It was fine. When it was time for me to go home, he said he loved me and hugged me. Then he texted me when he got home, and we were trying to come up with a caption to write for the picture, which was going to go up on HIS facebook, to show that I don't give more and care more and to show he does care about me even a little. He didn't know what to write and I got aggravated. Then his Ipod died, and I talked to him yesterday morning. We finally figured out part of the caption, which he was making 10x harder than it had to be, when I started getting slow responses. He had to go. So I said "Bye."
"Bye:/ I love you"
"Bye."
An hour or so later I asked him if he was done cleaning, which is why he had to go, no answer. Every like half hour I'm like "Dude are you home?" "You home" "I'm gonna blow up your notifications" "Trevor!" etc . No answer. But he was online, on facebook. I was like, okay maybe he'll answer me in a few minutes. 40 minutes later, nope. So I texted him, so mad, like "Way to go on facebook and not answer me a/shole I hate you" and stuff. No answer. I feel like maybe he is putting off putting the picture up, because he is ashamed.
Then today, I found out my grandfather is dying, and probably won't make it to tomorrow, so I text Trevor
"Come on, answer please, I need you."
No answer. This was early this morning. Now it's evening, and he wasn't there for me, and he's not there for me. and I'm so p/ssed and upset.
Getting Better
2-27-13
I always, ALWAYS, end up feeling like I'm standing next to a stranger.
Like I don't know Trevor at all.
Just when I think I know him, something happens, to make me wonder;
"Who exactly is this person??"
Just today, I found out my cute, quiet, shy little best friend, is not cute, quiet, or shy. Apparently, he doesn't shut up at lunch with his friends, and is funny, and is just like this obnoxious guy in our grade. After a year and a half, I never saw that side of him.
Why.
Why.
How.
How have I never seen this side?
Why did I never see this side?
It doesn't make sense to me,
Why did I have to find out from someone else that my best friend is like that?
So here I am again, left feeling like I have no idea who my own best friend is.
Also, we were at the high school we both will be attending next year, and we were sitting alone together in the auditorium, before the welcoming presentation begun, and he didn't shut up. and he seemed comfortable, which is good, but he acted like a totally different person, there again, I was left wondering, who is the person that is sitting next to me, and who's the person I thought I've known for a year and 6 months?
I have no clue.
What should I do?
2-27-13
I always, ALWAYS, end up feeling like I'm standing next to a stranger.
Like I don't know Trevor at all.
Just when I think I know him, something happens, to make me wonder;
"Who exactly is this person??"
Just today, I found out my cute, quiet, shy little best friend, is not cute, quiet, or shy. Apparently, he doesn't shut up at lunch with his friends, and is funny, and is just like this obnoxious guy in our grade. After a year and a half, I never saw that side of him.
Why.
Why.
How.
How have I never seen this side?
Why did I never see this side?
It doesn't make sense to me,
Why did I have to find out from someone else that my best friend is like that?
So here I am again, left feeling like I have no idea who my own best friend is.
Also, we were at the high school we both will be attending next year, and we were sitting alone together in the auditorium, before the welcoming presentation begun, and he didn't shut up. and he seemed comfortable, which is good, but he acted like a totally different person, there again, I was left wondering, who is the person that is sitting next to me, and who's the person I thought I've known for a year and 6 months?
I have no clue.
What should I do?
Getting Better
2-26-13
He bought me a silver Alex and Ani bracelet.
They're expensive, and he bought me one.
A Silver "L" for my name, Lily.
It was adorable, how he gave it to me. At dismissal, I stand with him, where he is supposed to wait for his bus to come. It was freezing. I kept saying "I'm so cold!!" and he had one hand in his jacket, which I thought was weird, why not both hands? But I didn't say anything. We awkwardly stood there for a few minutes, not saying anything... Then I was finally like, "Oh, your bus is coming."
And he started smiling this stupid smile, and was like "You know how I said, I needed to tell you something yesterday, but I wouldn't tell you...?" & I was like "Yeah..." He said "Well, I don't need to tell you something, I have to give you something...." and he pulled this gold wrapped little square box, with a bow on it.
He gave it to me, and I didn't say anything, I just smiled, and he said;
"Happy Birthday!"
Then we hugged. and he got on his bus.
I went back to stand with my friends, holding the unopened wrapped box, and said,
"Should I open it???"
My other best friend, Cali, said "Yesssss!"
So I unwrapped it, and I Opened the lid on the box, to see my Alex and Ani bracelet.
My jaw dropped. First thing I thought;
"No wonder he wouldn't tell me his neighbor's name!"
Sunday, he was texting me off his mom's phone and was like'
"My neighbor got an L alex and ani bracelet and I thought it was pretty cool! Have you seen it,? It's pretty nice! What bracelets do you have"
Everytime I asked him what his neighbor's name was, he avoided the question, and then he had to go
-_-
It was a lot of money, I felt bad that he spent that much on me, he really didn't have to.
It was so sweet though, I love that bracelet.
He's very good to me.....(:
We're gonna sign up for the same high school classes, we are gonna be partners on a project, we are interacting very well, he comes up and talks to me first, the little things I appreciate. In the morning he walked away from his friends and came over to me with a smile on his face and said "Heyyy!" that was really sweet. But then he dropped my phone-_- haha:)
It's been a month and six days,
I think we are,
Getting Better.(:
2-26-13
He bought me a silver Alex and Ani bracelet.
They're expensive, and he bought me one.
A Silver "L" for my name, Lily.
It was adorable, how he gave it to me. At dismissal, I stand with him, where he is supposed to wait for his bus to come. It was freezing. I kept saying "I'm so cold!!" and he had one hand in his jacket, which I thought was weird, why not both hands? But I didn't say anything. We awkwardly stood there for a few minutes, not saying anything... Then I was finally like, "Oh, your bus is coming."
And he started smiling this stupid smile, and was like "You know how I said, I needed to tell you something yesterday, but I wouldn't tell you...?" & I was like "Yeah..." He said "Well, I don't need to tell you something, I have to give you something...." and he pulled this gold wrapped little square box, with a bow on it.
He gave it to me, and I didn't say anything, I just smiled, and he said;
"Happy Birthday!"
Then we hugged. and he got on his bus.
I went back to stand with my friends, holding the unopened wrapped box, and said,
"Should I open it???"
My other best friend, Cali, said "Yesssss!"
So I unwrapped it, and I Opened the lid on the box, to see my Alex and Ani bracelet.
My jaw dropped. First thing I thought;
"No wonder he wouldn't tell me his neighbor's name!"
Sunday, he was texting me off his mom's phone and was like'
"My neighbor got an L alex and ani bracelet and I thought it was pretty cool! Have you seen it,? It's pretty nice! What bracelets do you have"
Everytime I asked him what his neighbor's name was, he avoided the question, and then he had to go
-_-
It was a lot of money, I felt bad that he spent that much on me, he really didn't have to.
It was so sweet though, I love that bracelet.
He's very good to me.....(:
We're gonna sign up for the same high school classes, we are gonna be partners on a project, we are interacting very well, he comes up and talks to me first, the little things I appreciate. In the morning he walked away from his friends and came over to me with a smile on his face and said "Heyyy!" that was really sweet. But then he dropped my phone-_- haha:)
It's been a month and six days,
I think we are,
Getting Better.(:
He calls me baby now..
Getting
Better
2-21-13
Everything is going well. Yesterday, was the whole "We've been good for one month" thing. I didn't get a chance to talk to him yesterday because he was busy with basketball, chores, and going to Chicopee. I waited up for him to get home last night, but fell asleep.. I woke up this morning to a text
"Hey. You awake yet boo?"
He has another game in Chicopee saturday, chicopee is a few hours away so he won't be home until late. Like midnight. I'm waiting up for him. He said he'll tell me when exactly he has to leave and he'll be back before 1 am. So... yeaah. I waited for him the past 2 times he has been out of town but always fell asleep at least a half an hour before he got home-_-
This time I have to stay up.
He wants to come over Saturday morning, wants to hang out. I had to ask my mom and we're going to set something up. I haven't seen him in a week, and I miss him.
He bought me something for my birthday. But he won't tell me what -_- he's going to give it to me next time he sees me, I really hope it wasn't much money..../:
One more thing, he calls me bbg, baby girl now.
The other names were fine, this one seems a little creepier....
-_-
line=crossed
But anyways, it's been a month and a day,
I think we're
Getting Better
2-21-13
Everything is going well. Yesterday, was the whole "We've been good for one month" thing. I didn't get a chance to talk to him yesterday because he was busy with basketball, chores, and going to Chicopee. I waited up for him to get home last night, but fell asleep.. I woke up this morning to a text
"Hey. You awake yet boo?"
He has another game in Chicopee saturday, chicopee is a few hours away so he won't be home until late. Like midnight. I'm waiting up for him. He said he'll tell me when exactly he has to leave and he'll be back before 1 am. So... yeaah. I waited for him the past 2 times he has been out of town but always fell asleep at least a half an hour before he got home-_-
This time I have to stay up.
He wants to come over Saturday morning, wants to hang out. I had to ask my mom and we're going to set something up. I haven't seen him in a week, and I miss him.
He bought me something for my birthday. But he won't tell me what -_- he's going to give it to me next time he sees me, I really hope it wasn't much money..../:
One more thing, he calls me bbg, baby girl now.
The other names were fine, this one seems a little creepier....
-_-
line=crossed
But anyways, it's been a month and a day,
I think we're
Getting Better
Getting Better
2-19-13
Also, forgot to mention. Trevor & I have been talking all day. We were bored, so we started talking about our future.
We are going to graduate college, and move to California, & live together.
We're gonna get settled into our jobs, I'm going to be in charge of cleaning the house and I told him I would cook for him & he said he'd pay the bills and buy me a bracelet/necklace/ring or two(;
Then after we are settled, we are going to get a little puppy, a beagle, named Abby, and she's gonna be like our kid.
I've always wanted a puppy.(:
We are gonna go to Rome & Venice for vacation,
and we are going to have the perfect life.
I hate thunderstorms that roll through at night, and he knows that, so he'll let me sleep with him.
I told him if he made me mad he would be sleeping in the back yard ((:
Then, later on, when each of us gets married and has kids, he's going to name his daughter Grace Ann (Grace is my middle name, Ann is his mother's) & I'm naming my son, Trevor Louis (His first name, and his dad's middle) That way we are forced to remember each other(;
Everything is really good.
2-19-13
Also, forgot to mention. Trevor & I have been talking all day. We were bored, so we started talking about our future.
We are going to graduate college, and move to California, & live together.
We're gonna get settled into our jobs, I'm going to be in charge of cleaning the house and I told him I would cook for him & he said he'd pay the bills and buy me a bracelet/necklace/ring or two(;
Then after we are settled, we are going to get a little puppy, a beagle, named Abby, and she's gonna be like our kid.
I've always wanted a puppy.(:
We are gonna go to Rome & Venice for vacation,
and we are going to have the perfect life.
I hate thunderstorms that roll through at night, and he knows that, so he'll let me sleep with him.
I told him if he made me mad he would be sleeping in the back yard ((:
Then, later on, when each of us gets married and has kids, he's going to name his daughter Grace Ann (Grace is my middle name, Ann is his mother's) & I'm naming my son, Trevor Louis (His first name, and his dad's middle) That way we are forced to remember each other(;
Everything is really good.
Getting Better
2-19-13
First, I would like to say, when I logged in and saw a bunch of people commented on my profile, for my birthday, saying happy birthday, was a pleasant surprise and made me smile, thank you.(:
Okay, now, here's my update.
About the whole him calling me fat thing, he felt extremely bad, I know he did, so I decided not to hold a grudge, and I let it go. However, I told him if he called me fat again we would have a problem. He's been amazing lately, and I don't want to ruin it. So, you know that girl? Turns out she gets around..if you know what I mean. *cough cough s///lut cough cough* so he refuses to talk to her. Whatever.
We were talking about it, and I was not mad, not showing any frustration, I told him he went for sl...uts. He got very mad at me, and wrote this very long messgae....But as he was finishing writing it, he stopped being mad and didn't want to fight, or make me upset, or blow what we have. So he didn't want to send it. Eventually, I said "Send it, I've heard you say horrible things before. I won't get mad at you, or fight." He said okay and sent the message. I'll post a seperate quote, quoting word for word what he said.
It really hurt, not the things he called me, but how he told me I had hurt him. That really hurt me. Anyways, we talked it out, and we were okay.
This morning, I woke up to an amazing message from him, so sweet, it made my day, and his whole family said Happy Birthday to me first thing this morning, really sweet.
He even bought me a present. It's jewelry. But he won't tell me what kind. He'll give it to me when we get back to school. I'm very happy at the moment.(:
Tomorrow, it'll be a full month that we've been good.(:
Things are;
Getting Better.
2-19-13
First, I would like to say, when I logged in and saw a bunch of people commented on my profile, for my birthday, saying happy birthday, was a pleasant surprise and made me smile, thank you.(:
Okay, now, here's my update.
About the whole him calling me fat thing, he felt extremely bad, I know he did, so I decided not to hold a grudge, and I let it go. However, I told him if he called me fat again we would have a problem. He's been amazing lately, and I don't want to ruin it. So, you know that girl? Turns out she gets around..if you know what I mean. *cough cough s///lut cough cough* so he refuses to talk to her. Whatever.
We were talking about it, and I was not mad, not showing any frustration, I told him he went for sl...uts. He got very mad at me, and wrote this very long messgae....But as he was finishing writing it, he stopped being mad and didn't want to fight, or make me upset, or blow what we have. So he didn't want to send it. Eventually, I said "Send it, I've heard you say horrible things before. I won't get mad at you, or fight." He said okay and sent the message. I'll post a seperate quote, quoting word for word what he said.
It really hurt, not the things he called me, but how he told me I had hurt him. That really hurt me. Anyways, we talked it out, and we were okay.
This morning, I woke up to an amazing message from him, so sweet, it made my day, and his whole family said Happy Birthday to me first thing this morning, really sweet.
He even bought me a present. It's jewelry. But he won't tell me what kind. He'll give it to me when we get back to school. I'm very happy at the moment.(:
Tomorrow, it'll be a full month that we've been good.(:
Things are;
Getting Better.