GhostCow17

Status: <3
Joined: March 23, 2009
Last Seen: 1 decade
Birthday: March 17
user id: 71230
Location: Santa Monica, CA
~I'll probably end up rambling on and on in this thing. 
~I'm a Christian.
~I'm in love with Jesus Christ.
~I love listening to people.
~I'm fluent in English and sarcasm.
~My absolute favorite flower is a Daisy.
~I love and miss my dad more than you could ever imagine.
~I don't care what people think of me. Which is kinda obvious, considering how I act.
~School bores me.
~I can't stand it when people are mad at me.
~I expect too much from people, and then I'm disappointed.
~I'm always tired because I stay up late for no reason.
~I like to sleep and do absolutely nothing.
~I'm insanely emotional, but I tend to hide that in front of other people.
~Music isn't my addiction, it's my sensation.
~I’ll like you until you give me a good reason not to.
~ I speak my mind which tends to give people the impression that I’m mean. I'm not, I just say what everyone else happens to keep inside their heads.
~The color blue is pretty freaking cool.
~So is duct tape.
~I watch sports too much.
~There are like, three boys that I like at the moment.
~There's too much drama in my school.
~ Some days I don't even say one word to my "friends" because they annoy me, and they think they're better than everyone else.
~I love British accents, and I wish I had one.
~I live in a small town, but I wish I didn't.
~I wish too much.
~If I were given the option to move right now and leave my whole life behind, I'd probably do it, but only if I could move most of my friends with me.
~I have the most hideous handwriting in the history of the universe.
~I'm Irish, but I'm not lucky at all.
~I text too much.
~I'm sick of cheesy love songs, and yet somehow I can't get enough of them.
~I hate hypocrites, yet sometimes I am one, and I guess that statement is hypocrisy in itself.
~The beach calms me.
~I say I'm an optimistic person, but I'm lying to myself.
~I cry during the animal abuse commercials. D:
~I'm very against animal testing and animal abuse, and think it's just sick and cruel.
~I wanna be a vet when I'm older.
~I love animals.
~I'm a strange person who does and says things people don't understand.
~I don't always think before I act and I can't always find the right words to say.
~I have a bad temper and yell at people occasionally, but I usually keep thoughts like that in my head.
~I have complete lack of social skill.
~ I'm emotional. But what teenage girl isn't?
~I'll say some things that will make you want to strangle me.
~I'll probably hurt you and make more mistakes than you can imagine.
~I don't think about things before I says them.
~I'm still learning about everything, even if I think I already know it.
~Sometimes I feel so alone I can't stand it.
~Other times, I'm so happy I can't believe it.
~I'm just trying to figure out this twisted time in my life when everything gets real complicated, real fast.
~Everything seems to spin out of control before I ever begins to understand what's going on.
~And lastly, I have the best friends in the world.

Quotes by GhostCow17

 


Murder. Suicide. Depression. Self-Hard. Tears. 
I'm  surrounded.  I  can't  escape.  My   friends'  are  dying,  My  mother i s  dying.  This  is  hell  on  earth.

I  try  to  be  happy.  But  then  I  just  get  put  down.

"How  can  you  be  happy?  Your  friend  just  died."

"How  can  you  be  happy?  Your  mother  has  cancer."

"How  can  you  be  happy?  She  just  attempted  suicide  five  days  ago."

"You're  heartless  for  not  shedding  a  tear  in  public."

"Why  are  you  at  school?  You  should  be  at  home,  mourning."

I'm  sick  of  living  the  life  everyone  seems  to  think  I  should.  I  deserve  to  be  happy.  The  circumstances  are  out  of  my  control.






 

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Only God can judge me.
Love is the movement.
[TWLOHA]

A L
I V
                                                                                     E
 
Wake up.
You're alive.
We're on your side.



Happy To Write Love On Her Arms Day!
Feb. 12 2010!
 
what’s real courage?
It's waking up on a Monday morning, and even though it's raining and your hair's
a mess, thinking "I can do this" . It's being friendly to every single person, even
if you know they despise you. It's crying loudly, no matter who's watching. It's flirting with the boy you adore,
and pouring out your feelings to him , ignoring the fact that he might not feel the same.
It's picking out your clothes in the morning and not worrying about what the popular girls will think of you
. It's looking in the mirror and finding the good things, like how you love you eyes, and ignoring the
bad like the huge zit. It's remembering that someday, you'll find real love, no matter how
many times you're hurt.

Courage is a lot of things, but to sum it all up, real courage is
all about enjoying life, being happy, not letting anyone bring you down, and just being you.
 We Dance Around The Ring And Supposed, But The Secret Sits In The Middle And Knows.

~Robert Frost.




 
"We dance around the ring and supposed, but the secret sits in the middle and knows."

~Robert Frost.
What would have happened if I had stayed?
If I hadn't given up.
If I hadn't told God "I quit."
If I hadn't hurt everyone.

If I had stayed, maybe things would have gotten better.
Maybe my 'friends' wouldn't have hated me anymore.
Maybe my parents would have stopped fighting.

But then again...
Maybe things would have gotten worse.
Maybe my 'friends' would have hated me even more.
Maybe my parents would have fought even more.

So I know I made the right choice.
Even if I did give up.
Even if I did tell God "I quit."
Even if I did hurt everyone.

But at least now I'm happy.
Maybe.