Emily*

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Joined: April 5, 2011
Last Seen: 10 months
Birthday: March 12
user id: 163247
Location: Boston, MA
Gender: F
Hi, my name is Emily, but you can call me Em. 

Quotes by Emily*

me: i like your shirt
them: thanks i got it at the department store for seventy dollars
me: really? Because for seventy dollars at Burlington, I got the same shirt, three lamps, cashmere underwear, a golden retriever and two puerto rican children


my days are filled with
hot chocolate, sad movies,
& words i'll never say.




 




& i hate the silence


because silence leads to thinking

& thinking leads to remembering   

& remembering leads to going back.

& i dont wannt go back.

 

A year ago
it wasn’t like this.
A year ago
we talked.
A year ago
we laughed.
A year ago
we loved.
A year ago
it felt real.
A year ago
things were different.

Now
we barely talk.
Now
we cry.
Now
we fight.
And scream.
And argue.
And holler, and misunderstand, and assume, and lie, and make up excuses to the point where we’re at the brink of simply breaking.
Now
it all sucks.
Now
it doesn’t feel real.

It’s sad.
So I keep making up this fantasy
that a year ago is now,
and now never existed.

I miss the past.
I miss the way things were a year ago.
I miss the last year’s you.
I miss the last year’s me.
I miss the last year’s us.
I miss last year.
I miss it all.

365 days ago,
we would be talking right now.
About life
and how sometimes we fall off track,
but we just need each other to keep going in the right direction.
365 days ago,
we’d be fighting
about who loves who more.
And 365 days ago,
you’d let me win
even though we both knew
you loved me more
than anyone could describe.

Today,
the only thing we talk about is how stressed we are in life.
Not only that, but today
it’s all we can ever seem to agree on.
Today,
not a day passes where we don’t fight.
And today,
our relationship –
No.
Our friendship
is being put at risk because of our mistrust.
And our deceiving, and our lying, and our selfishness, and our mediocrity, and our stress, and our lack of patience.
But it isn’t really ours.
It’s mine.
It’s my mistrust.
And my deceiving, and my lying, and my selfishness, and my mediocrity, and my stress, and my lack of patience.
It’s my fault.
I’m the one to blame.

I’m sorry.
I’m sorry
that my actions have destructed our friendship.
I’m sorry
that I’m not always honest.
I’m sorry
that I’m emotional.
And I’m sorry
that I changed everything.



Let's cut the bullshit, okay? We all know you're not happy, I can see it in your eyes. I can tell. I don't understand. Why are you keeping it all to yourself? Why do you wait til you're all alone at night to cry like there's no tomorrow? To vent all your sorrows, and express all your pain? How can you act so damn happy all the time? You almost had me fooled. But I get it. You don't think you have anything to live for anymore. You think everybody is against you. Nobody understands anything, or even cares to listen to a word you say. You aren't even wanted, nor are you needed. Just another victim of your own mind. There's no escaping now, I guess you really are lost.




toddlers are essentially just drunk college kids








 

if a stupid poem could fix this home,

i'd read it every day




 
ever wonder why
that girl grips the ends of her sleeves so tight?
Maybe you haven’t noticed how you have never seen her arm.
Ever wondered why
that girl hides herself when you’re changing for gym?
Maybe you haven’t noticed how she wears the hoodie,
even if its summer.
Ever wondered why
the boy never has a lunch?
Maybe you haven’t noticed him slowly fading
down to bones.
Ever wondered why
that girl’s eyes always look puffy?
Maybe you haven’t noticed the bruises.
Ever wondered why
that boy always smiles?
Maybe you haven’t noticed how his eyes are always dead.
People hide things every day;
they do small things almost unnoticeable
things just so no one finds out.


 
 



             
              ugly girls are like unicorns. 

           t h e y    d o n ' t    e x i s t .
              




                                     


 

things are different now,
we're drifting apart
and i don't know how to fix it.
you're starting to become closer to
other people and i'm just
sitting here watching the
world go by without me.
i don't know what to do.
it hurts.
i hope this is just a phase
and we will get over it.
because if not,
i won't know what to do.