Status:
I'm walkin on the edge, a decision needs to be made
Joined:
February 2, 2013
Last Seen:
9 years
Birthday:
April 22
user id:
348727
Location:
USA
Gender:
M
Hello, my name is Westly. I used to have a ton about me on here, but things change.
I'm 18 years old, I live in the US. I usually hate myself. But i'm trying to get better.
R.I.P. Bryce Davidson [I'm sorry I wasn't there for you when you needed me most.]
I wish I could tell you things are going to get better, but I can't. If I did, I would be a hypocrite. Even I don't believe they'll get better. Sure, I could be like other people on here who try and relate to you with their own problems/addictions/self harm stories. I've got plenty of my own, but I'm not going to make this about me. Man, I wouldn't blame you if you killed yourself- at least you could escape this hell. Honestly though, I would break inside. If you've read this far, thank you. This may seem like another one of those long paragraphs that you skip over because you think it's full of hypocrisy. It may be. But here's one thing, stay. I'm not asking you to stay strong or think positive because that's stupid. It's like tying an anchor to you and telling you to run. No. Just stay. On this earth. It's hard, so freaking hard. Please. Just stay.
hey im suffering now too i was clean for a year and then things went downhill. i starve myself i self harm and i have really bad anxiety. i would love to have someone to talk to like you and ill try my best to help. and its really hard for me to click this comment button but im trying to help you even if that means me losing myself.
hey, i went through the same thing for years, not to mention I also watched my best friend become more depressed, cut more, and starve more, until I couldn't prevent her suicide. I miss her, I knew it was because she saw mw cut. but I never meant for her to die. stay strong okay? I'm here for you
Quote from my profile: "That's what is keeping me going, the idea that someone out there needs someone to be there for them.
I want to be that person.
(once i get better myself, if im not okay i surely can't help someone else)"
You don't think I know that? Seriously dude. I know myself, and you don't know what is actually happening in my life
Your profile picture hahahaha :P Oh and By the way I'm sorry about you being heart broken, I get the feeling completely and it's horrible for anyone to go through especially if it wasn't just some girl to you, no one really gets the pain unless they've lost someone that was more than just anybody. If you ever want to talk I could use someone to talk to and maybe you could too :)
i just read ur presentation and im truly soooo sorry bout what ur going through bro, srsly most off the guys in this world would never just reveal all this...i swear ur one honest guy and i treasure u for that mate...:)
get your sh.t toghter before telling someone to stay strong.
I want to be that person.
(once i get better myself, if im not okay i surely can't help someone else)"
You don't think I know that? Seriously dude. I know myself, and you don't know what is actually happening in my life
(It's 3:55am here)
So lets be friends :)
You're about me is so amazing