*Death*
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I'm walkin on the edge, a decision needs to be made
Joined: February 2, 2013
Last Seen: 9 years
Birthday: April 22
user id: 348727
Location: USA
Gender: M
Joined: February 2, 2013
Last Seen: 9 years
Birthday: April 22
user id: 348727
Location: USA
Gender: M
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Hello, my name is Westly. I used to have a ton about me on here, but things change.
I'm 18 years old, I live in the US. I usually hate myself. But i'm trying to get better.
I'm 18 years old, I live in the US. I usually hate myself. But i'm trying to get better.
R.I.P. Bryce Davidson
[I'm sorry I wasn't there for you when you needed me most.]
[I'm sorry I wasn't there for you when you needed me most.]
*Death*'s Favorite Quotes
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i. There will be several days that you daydream about stepping in front of a city bus. Don’t. It will not be beautiful. It will not be brave. It will be selfish. It will be broken. Your mother will cry.
ii. Don’t write for him. Write for you. Write for others like you. Write so the girl that thinks about stepping in front of public transportation doesn’t. Don’t be selfish.
iii. When you will yourself to sleep and it doesn’t come—get up. It doesn’t matter that it’s 3 am. There will be other 3 am’s. Take a shower. Take two. Wash him out of your hair. Write a poem. Read the same book you’ve read 202 times again. The 203rd time might tell you something different. Don’t stay in bed—you will think about the bus again.
iv. Don’t kiss him because he’s broken. Don’t kiss him because his laughter never reaches his eyes. Don’t try and fix him. Fix yourself first. Be selfish. He can’t save you.
v. Date yourself. Take yourself out to eat. Don’t share your popcorn at the movies with anyone. Stroll around an art museum alone. Fall in love with canvases. Fall in love with yourself.
vi. Dress up and wear red lipstick and get drunk with your friends. They’re the ones that will pick you up. Don’t kiss him. Or him. Don’t fall asleep on strange couches with strange boys. When his hand slides up your dress walk away. Hit him. Don’t kiss him. He can’t save you.
vii. Get another tattoo. Get five more. Get another hole in your ear. Don’t listen to your dad. You will still be able to get a job. Did you really want to be employed by someone like your father? Haven’t you had enough of judgmental old white men anyway?
viii. When you feel the yearning for a new city—start over. Take 200 bucks and a three suitcases. Work anywhere that will have you. Meet strange people and forget your name. Call yourself Ruby. No one will know the difference. Remember to call your mother. Don’t be selfish. Come home when you find yourself in the strangers and the small one bedroom apartment.
ix. Don’t whisper evil things into your own ear. Other people are going to shout them at you. Be your own hero. Keep a sword on your key ring.
x. Don’t step in front of a city bus. It will not be beautiful. Live. Stay up all night with a boy that promises you everything and means it. Live. See crappy local bands with a friend. Wear a different band’s t-shirt. No one will care. Live. Have a baby girl with tiny fingers and tiny toes someday. Pour love into her until it’s overflowing. Live.
Wake up.
Live your life.
And love every moment of it.
❞
i. There will be several days that you daydream about stepping in front of a city bus. Don’t. It will not be beautiful. It will not be brave. It will be selfish. It will be broken. Your mother will cry.
ii. Don’t write for him. Write for you. Write for others like you. Write so the girl that thinks about stepping in front of public transportation doesn’t. Don’t be selfish.
iii. When you will yourself to sleep and it doesn’t come—get up. It doesn’t matter that it’s 3 am. There will be other 3 am’s. Take a shower. Take two. Wash him out of your hair. Write a poem. Read the same book you’ve read 202 times again. The 203rd time might tell you something different. Don’t stay in bed—you will think about the bus again.
iv. Don’t kiss him because he’s broken. Don’t kiss him because his laughter never reaches his eyes. Don’t try and fix him. Fix yourself first. Be selfish. He can’t save you.
v. Date yourself. Take yourself out to eat. Don’t share your popcorn at the movies with anyone. Stroll around an art museum alone. Fall in love with canvases. Fall in love with yourself.
vi. Dress up and wear red lipstick and get drunk with your friends. They’re the ones that will pick you up. Don’t kiss him. Or him. Don’t fall asleep on strange couches with strange boys. When his hand slides up your dress walk away. Hit him. Don’t kiss him. He can’t save you.
vii. Get another tattoo. Get five more. Get another hole in your ear. Don’t listen to your dad. You will still be able to get a job. Did you really want to be employed by someone like your father? Haven’t you had enough of judgmental old white men anyway?
viii. When you feel the yearning for a new city—start over. Take 200 bucks and a three suitcases. Work anywhere that will have you. Meet strange people and forget your name. Call yourself Ruby. No one will know the difference. Remember to call your mother. Don’t be selfish. Come home when you find yourself in the strangers and the small one bedroom apartment.
ix. Don’t whisper evil things into your own ear. Other people are going to shout them at you. Be your own hero. Keep a sword on your key ring.
x. Don’t step in front of a city bus. It will not be beautiful. Live. Stay up all night with a boy that promises you everything and means it. Live. See crappy local bands with a friend. Wear a different band’s t-shirt. No one will care. Live. Have a baby girl with tiny fingers and tiny toes someday. Pour love into her until it’s overflowing. Live.
Wake up.
Live your life.
And love every moment of it.
❞
Don't obsess. Having a partner is awesome, but you want the right
one. You don't want to be tied down to someone who won't make
time for you or if the feelings aren't there. Don't worry too
much about having a partner. Just worry about having the right
people around you.
My friend is going to be okay!
About a month ago i found out my friend tried to kill himself by shooting himself in the face. He was rushed to the hospital and is still there, his face looks alot diffrent but that isnt the point. I chose not to go and see him because i would probably start to cry uncontrolably the second i saw him. His other friend *my bestfriend* went instead. The doctors said he has tried to pull the plug many times on the things he is hooked up to. They said that he crys almost every day because he says he looks like a monster, but he is far from that. He will stay in the hospital for a while but will be okay. He can now read write talk and move. I wrote him a letter and my friend gave it to him, im super glad he is going to be okay <33333333333
Get well soon Brandon
*the only thing is only about 5 people at school knows what happened and every knows i know and they keep coming up to me and asking, and i just say i would rather not talk about it and the other day people were yelling at me because i wouldnt tell them, i thought that was very rude just saying
*i know nobody is actually reading this, i just feel better typing it out instead of keeping it bottled inside
About a month ago i found out my friend tried to kill himself by shooting himself in the face. He was rushed to the hospital and is still there, his face looks alot diffrent but that isnt the point. I chose not to go and see him because i would probably start to cry uncontrolably the second i saw him. His other friend *my bestfriend* went instead. The doctors said he has tried to pull the plug many times on the things he is hooked up to. They said that he crys almost every day because he says he looks like a monster, but he is far from that. He will stay in the hospital for a while but will be okay. He can now read write talk and move. I wrote him a letter and my friend gave it to him, im super glad he is going to be okay <33333333333
Get well soon Brandon
*the only thing is only about 5 people at school knows what happened and every knows i know and they keep coming up to me and asking, and i just say i would rather not talk about it and the other day people were yelling at me because i wouldnt tell them, i thought that was very rude just saying
*i know nobody is actually reading this, i just feel better typing it out instead of keeping it bottled inside
❝If
I had the choice to keep a piece of you, I’d take
your eyes, so I can see the beauty you see in me. Maybe I
would steal one of your lungs too, breathing you and your
love in each time I exhale pain. I’d borrow your mind
to see the lost thoughts and unvoiced
dreams—maybe
I would be able to trace the roots of your lovely soul. I
might also take your voice so I can listen to your I love
you’s like a broken record. Or maybe I would just
keep your
hands—something
to hold onto when I feel like falling or
drowning.
❝All
of a sudden I didn’t fit in anywhere. Not at school,
not at home...and every time I turned around, another
person I’d known forever felt like a stranger to me.
Even I felt like a stranger to
me.
They laugh and say:
hush now,
it's all in your head.
That's just it, though!
It is in my head,
and it's
tearing me
apart.
(DS)
hush now,
it's all in your head.
That's just it, though!
It is in my head,
and it's
tearing me
apart.
(DS)
Dear you,
How's everything? I hope you're doing well. It's been a while since we've last talked, it's been even longer since we last said, 'I love you.' Do you ever think of me?(I think
of you all the time.) Have you find 'the
one' yet? I hope you did, you deserve all the happiness
in the world. Well I hope you're happy, and your new
adventure is everything you hoped it would be. Even if
I'm not apart of
it.
Love,
me
How's everything? I hope you're doing well. It's been a while since we've last talked, it's been even longer since we last said, 'I love you.' Do you ever think of me?
Love,
me
