GirlsLikeBoys

Status: hey. follow me. i shall follow you back
Joined: April 11, 2011
Last Seen: 6 years
user id: 164778
Gender: F

My names Ab
 


i love running, singing




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Rest in peace Mike D♥️

Quotes by GirlsLikeBoys

i never contemplated suicide seriously before until this day.
it sucks how in life, once things finally feel like they are falling in place the world starts to deteriorate
i do not know why these things happen to me
i dont know why my ex boyfriend abused me
i dont know why my other ex boyfriend manipulated and cheated on me
i don't know why i constantly fail
i dont know a lot of things
all i do know is that there is no way out


i have messed up a lot in my life
i have hurt people
i regret hurting my parents the most
there is no way out

i dont want to hurt my parents even more
i dont want to hurt my family
i dont want to hurt my brother
i dont want to hurt my boyfriend
i dont know what to do
there is no way out

the way i hurt is weird
i think im depressed
i dont know what i am
i dont know who i am
i dont like school and the stress of my life
i try to trick myself into liking it
but at 11:04
alone
staring at the ceiling from your damp sheets of cold sweats and tears
you realize
there is no way out.

it is crazy what love will do to you.
how, once you fall in, your stuck so deep.

how, no matter what happens to you, even if it is the worst thing, you can't be done.
even if your friends all hate you for going back.

how can i let myself feel like this.
how can i keep going back knowing it'll only get worse.
and never be the same.

i've tried to be done.
so many times.
i look at the bruises, knowing its the only option.
and that we can never go back to before.
but once they fade away.
and all i have left is photos and old text messages.
and when i see you.
i cant help but see the good.

i hate myself.
for not being able to stay away.
for making it more difficult for both of us.
for caring.

and even though.
my future relationships will forever be in jeopardy.

i can not blame you.
i could never. 
i could never not wish you the best.

how could love be this cruel.
something is missing.
i just miss it all so much
I'd do anything to feel more appreciated
I hate the feeling of being so selfish but I'd do anything to go back to normal
where
the fu ck
are you
when I
need you
most

why cant we just go back to before
when you would brag about me
and tweet about how much you loved me
why is it a secret now
why did you have to change so much
why do you want me to feel like nothing
its almost been a year with you
why are you making my life the way i never thought it would be with you
a nightmare

please prove me wrong.
i dont want to give up on us.