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Story time.
This lonely girl.
Chapter 1.
Today is the last day of school. I am going home with my best friend, Melissa. We are going to go to get ice cream with a bunch of our friends, then go out to dinner with them. Then, she's coming over to my house to sleep over.
"Today was supposed to be a perfect day. The one last day of school that wouldn't go horribly." I thought. I was wrong. It turned out to be one of the worst ones yet. I would learn who my true friends were, those who would leave me for others, and people who I should be friends with.
After school, I sat in the car loop with Melissa, waiting for her mother to show up. I focused on trying to hold back the tears. Cameron wouldn't talk to me at all today; she hasn't since what happened two days ago. I never got to say goodbye to her. Her cousin Damian ruined my day, once again. It must run in the family, hating me. He made these horrifying jokes about my heritage again, making Melissa laugh. Those two. They obviously like each other. I don't know why she hasn't just ditched me and became his girlfriend. She knows I hate him, yet drags me into the torture.
Her mom is here. That's just enough to take today off my mind for a while. We drive to the ice cream shop, where all of our classmates are.
"MELISSA!!" Sam screams as she runs up and hugs Melissa. I am being completely ignored by everyone. Including Melissa. I don't eat anything, but instead go and sit against a column and listen to my music for the whole time. After an hour, it's time to go eat dinner, so I go and get in the car.
When we arrive at the restuarant, I see that Damian and Cameron are here. Melissa's mom puts me and Melissa at a table. I sit at the end, then Melissa, Damian, and the parents. Across from me is Ravin, then Jazz, then Cameron. I look at Cameron and she just blocks me out and talks to Jazz, Damian, and Melissa. At the other table is everyone else, including Jadin, Sam, and Melani (Melissa's other best friend). The whole time, no one would talk to me, so I just listened to my music and didn't eat. Then, Damian spills Melissa's coke all over my phone and iPod. Everyone laughs but me.
This lonely girl.
Chapter 1.
Today is the last day of school. I am going home with my best friend, Melissa. We are going to go to get ice cream with a bunch of our friends, then go out to dinner with them. Then, she's coming over to my house to sleep over.
"Today was supposed to be a perfect day. The one last day of school that wouldn't go horribly." I thought. I was wrong. It turned out to be one of the worst ones yet. I would learn who my true friends were, those who would leave me for others, and people who I should be friends with.
After school, I sat in the car loop with Melissa, waiting for her mother to show up. I focused on trying to hold back the tears. Cameron wouldn't talk to me at all today; she hasn't since what happened two days ago. I never got to say goodbye to her. Her cousin Damian ruined my day, once again. It must run in the family, hating me. He made these horrifying jokes about my heritage again, making Melissa laugh. Those two. They obviously like each other. I don't know why she hasn't just ditched me and became his girlfriend. She knows I hate him, yet drags me into the torture.
Her mom is here. That's just enough to take today off my mind for a while. We drive to the ice cream shop, where all of our classmates are.
"MELISSA!!" Sam screams as she runs up and hugs Melissa. I am being completely ignored by everyone. Including Melissa. I don't eat anything, but instead go and sit against a column and listen to my music for the whole time. After an hour, it's time to go eat dinner, so I go and get in the car.
When we arrive at the restuarant, I see that Damian and Cameron are here. Melissa's mom puts me and Melissa at a table. I sit at the end, then Melissa, Damian, and the parents. Across from me is Ravin, then Jazz, then Cameron. I look at Cameron and she just blocks me out and talks to Jazz, Damian, and Melissa. At the other table is everyone else, including Jadin, Sam, and Melani (Melissa's other best friend). The whole time, no one would talk to me, so I just listened to my music and didn't eat. Then, Damian spills Melissa's coke all over my phone and iPod. Everyone laughs but me.
Today, this girl started telling everyone I cut
myself.
She had seen some cuts on my wrists, and assumed I cut
myself.
I don't even know her that well.
She told my gym teacher.
They are setting up an appointment with the school guidance
counselor.
If they call me down to the counselor, they will call my
parents.
If my
parents find out, my life will never be good
again.
.
SUICIDE.
I'm seriously considering it.
I have never been good enough for my parents. I cut, and I made this stupid promise
not to. I don't know how to deal with all the pain. People make fun of me, and others completely ignore me. One of my best friends, the girl I honestly thought I had the most in common with, the girl I thought would always be there for me and vice versa, seems to hate me. She talks about all of her friends suddenly waking up and hating her. Does she not realize what she did to me? Throughout the week, we were talking and laughing and exchanging notes. The next day she wouldn't acknowledge me. She'd away from me. She'd litterally putsb me away. How does that make me feel? Horrible. I told her she acting all bi-polar, but I never meant it like that. I know words hurt, and she should know that I'd never mean to hurt her. One of my other best friends is falling for the boy that tries to ruin my life everyday. He taunts me, and he gets others to join in and harass me. I've been called ugly, fat, stupid by everyone, even my parents. My little sister can beat me up, and she has. One of my guy friends, who I really, really like, is going to high school next year, and I'll never see him again. I have no point. I have no use. So why should I just sit here and take up space. There are people better than me. People who deserve to live.
(You may not read this, but I need to get this
out)
vent: Today at school, I was outside sitting with my friends. I had taken off my bracelets so I wouldn't loose them. It was hot outside, so I also took off my jacket. Everything was fine, but he person must've seen my wrist. He started yelling at me, asking what that was. In shock, I was hardly able to say, ".. my cat got me.." before I ran off. They saw the cuts. I couldn't deny anything. They all heard him and saw them. Crying, I was trying to figure out what to do. My "best friend" wouldn't even look at me, especially not talk to me. I couldn't face going back over to where my friends were. I couldn't go over to the group of friends where my "best friend" was. My last option was my (real) best friend's boyfriend. (My best friend was not there at the time.) He doesn't really like me, but he was all I had. After a few minutes of talking and following around his friends, he turns to me and says, "What are you? My chaperone?" At this point, I could hardly stand to be out there. I went off and cried under a tree away from all the other students. I sat there by myself for the next 2 hours until lunch. Later on, my (real) best friend tells me this popular b*tch at our school (who happened to be sitting with me and my friends at the beginning) is going around telling people that I'm emo. She fixed everything and told them that I didn't cut myself, but it was in fact my cats that scratched me. She didn't even know what had happened at the time. She just heard people calling me emo. She knows I cut, and she doesn't try to change me. She lied for me, so I wouldn't have to under go the social rejection of being labeled as emo. I am so lucky to have her as my best friend. Thank you ♥
vent: Today at school, I was outside sitting with my friends. I had taken off my bracelets so I wouldn't loose them. It was hot outside, so I also took off my jacket. Everything was fine, but he person must've seen my wrist. He started yelling at me, asking what that was. In shock, I was hardly able to say, ".. my cat got me.." before I ran off. They saw the cuts. I couldn't deny anything. They all heard him and saw them. Crying, I was trying to figure out what to do. My "best friend" wouldn't even look at me, especially not talk to me. I couldn't face going back over to where my friends were. I couldn't go over to the group of friends where my "best friend" was. My last option was my (real) best friend's boyfriend. (My best friend was not there at the time.) He doesn't really like me, but he was all I had. After a few minutes of talking and following around his friends, he turns to me and says, "What are you? My chaperone?" At this point, I could hardly stand to be out there. I went off and cried under a tree away from all the other students. I sat there by myself for the next 2 hours until lunch. Later on, my (real) best friend tells me this popular b*tch at our school (who happened to be sitting with me and my friends at the beginning) is going around telling people that I'm emo. She fixed everything and told them that I didn't cut myself, but it was in fact my cats that scratched me. She didn't even know what had happened at the time. She just heard people calling me emo. She knows I cut, and she doesn't try to change me. She lied for me, so I wouldn't have to under go the social rejection of being labeled as emo. I am so lucky to have her as my best friend. Thank you ♥