Goldfishh718

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Dear You,

People often judge from first glance, but you just have to be willing to have an open mind to experience someone different, cuz Im not like "all girls". I love music and I love to write; Im an artist. And Im not one of those artist who practice nothing but their craft everyday, but I want to showcase my skills in a unique way; I reach for the stars in everything I do. And even though Im pouring out my story to you, I always keep my guard up cuz I am scared to let  anyone get close to me, so I push the ones who mean the most away from me; Im working on it, though. And nothing is impossible. So who knows, it might just be your lucky day. But by the way, my name is Kaila. 

<3 ,

me

Quotes by Goldfishh718

[I'm] falling for a Poet
who expresses himself through heartfelt messages
stanza for stanza.
We are def. into each other,
but he's too concerned about his "image"-
oh,
and then there's the age difference

I've fallin for a Poet
and thats probably the worst thing I've could've done :/

&& When He Kissed Me

 . . .all these old feelings came rushing back. . .
 

Woah
Its been approximately 8 months
&&
I still think about you almost everyday :/

Yeah
I def. still have some feelings I haven't dealt with yet

 

Woah
Its been approximately 8 months
&&
I still think about you almost everyday :/

Yeah
I def. still have some feelings I haven't dealt with yet

 

                                 


"Breaking up is hard
to move along is even harder
its over,
[I] got colder'
now he cant locate where my heart is...<3"


                                
 




 

Even though that day was a cold,
February night,
the heat from my soul,
made me recall a
rage-full
fight with my emotions.


Revenge
,

From your continuous sin,
as I saw you with that
b*tch,
which,
made me realize,
much to my surprise,
my demise,
that you never
looked at me, or touched me in the
same compassionate way.
And it wasn’t the fact that you
never cared,
or, now looking back,
that you were never really there,
but rather the fact that I,
that I,
was the joke-
a hoax?
It was a rough journey
of confronting my inner strength,
my faith,
of constantly reminding myself that
“I’m okay,”
to be at this new, self-space,
sorry. but I don’t need no dude’s
space.
it’d be more like “dead-weight”
I’ll pass.
I’m saving myself, anyway :)

Tell me...

Do you still love me?

Do you still care?

...Tell me

Reaching for the unreachable
Attaining the unthinkable
I'm forced to look at life differently
And yes it's unbelievable
The feeling of being miserable
And lately, I've been feeling this way
However
I was told that things must first get worse to get better,
To love harder than ever,
To give it everything I got,
And when all else fails and it's time to say your farewells,
Just smile :)

Reaching for the unreachable
Attaining the unthinkable
I'm forced to look at life differently
Although things will never be the same
Looking back at the most difficult things; the memories and the pain,
I love who I am and  I wouldn't have it any other way