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Karen " the hardest way to love someone is to be sitting next to them and knowing you can't have them "

No matter how hard you try to get over someone, you'll always end up still having some sort of feeling left for them. Reminiscing the way things were and how everything is now. At times, you will hope that the new person in their life was still you and everything was still the way it used to be... despite all the bad things that have happened. Everybody thinks that time is supposed to make things better, but in love, it doesn’t. Although you guys have been apart for a while even if you guys don't talk much anymore and now have different loves in your life, you still can’t help but wonder if you're still remembered or thought of. And sometimes, you hope to know how their life is now, how things would’ve been if you two were still together, and when you catch them glancing at you, you wonder if their heart beats a little faster as yours does when you see them.

has anyone ever told you they love you
just to leave you high and dry for someone new
and is it cause they got you prego
 

The worst feeling on earth is when someone you care so much about dont even care what you feel !

And idk maybe it's because I get addicted to people too easily. I got addicted to him when he showed me the smallest bit of attention. I got addicted to her when she showed me she cared even just a little. I got addicted to yet another someone else when she showed me that you can be who you are. And I just keep thinking over and over again about them just because they chose to let in a little. They chose to care when they didn't have to. They chose to show me their true colors. And I just I'm so thankful that there's still good people out there so why not hang on to them when you have the chance? But then again it's weird I don't feel normal. I shouldn't lift these people up on high like I do. Yeah respecting them is one thing but praising them is another. When I'm around them I can't help but smile, I make sure my paths always cross theirs when I have the chance and I just love them so much it hurts. I just keep thinking about them and thanking God he put them in my life. Even if they're not really interested in me, or even if they don't really truly care about me and even if they didn't mean to show me what they did. I still care. I still love them. I still think about them and I definitely still thank god for them. Because they're people just like me, but unlike me, they chose to open up even just a little and for a girl who came from a broken home and a childhood full of broken promises that means everything. They still see me as an equal and they still love me as a friend and to me that means the world.

How I imagine my last day of high school. 
Plot 1
"I hate you all. See you never." I'll snap my fingers in Z formation, strut out the hallway, stumble over the front steps, get back up, and continue struting until I'm out of sight. 
Plot 2
With tears streaming down my face, "I'll miss every single one of you. You're all beautiful, smart, and freaking wonderful." I'll collapse to my knees, reach out for random people, and start singing a soft melody. 
It will really depend on my mood. 
 

format-br0kenwings LEAVE THIS HERE PLEASE.

and pull yourself together.