Please don't kill yourself over a
girl! Please don't.
She is NOT just a girl. She's an angel
God blessed me with. I love her, I really do. Yes, at first I was
going to play her. I was looking for fun. Then I looked her in
the eyes & I just couldn't do it. I couldn't do that
to her. It started off as a game, & somewhere in the midst of
it all, I fell in love with her. I changed so much, just so that
I could have her. I deleted every girl's contact on my phone,
just so that she knows I would never even consider dating another
girl. The only girls I still talk to other than her are you &
my sisters. & while I know there are other girls out there,
she's the only one I want. I seriously pictured myself
marrying her, I could really see it. I've dated other
girls, but I didn't know what it was like to be in love until
she walked into my life. But she didn't love me. She never
loved me. She loves someone else. I don't know how to deal
with this pain anymore. I can't stop crying. She
broke my heart.
*actual conservation with my guy friend. I
hope you two work it out ♥