Gracexo5

Sometimes I acually question why I'm still living.

I hate having all this pain and lonelyness bottled up inside me. None of my friends realize how hurt I am. I just want my deep dark secret out, I just want to be heard and understood. Is that so impossible?

you looked me in the eye
and you lied to me.



 

Yes, I've changed. Pain does that to people.

only the ( m e m o r i e s ) are left


 

Hey you, listen up.

You don't think you're beautiful?
Do you think no one is there for you?
Do you often wonder why you were put on this earth?
Well stop. Stop thinking all this negative things. It's time to start with a new beginning. A new start to thinking positive and believing in yourself. You were put on earth for a reason. ♥

 

 

If For Some Reason,
one day,
i've decided that
it was my time to go,
to no longer be apart of this world, 
I want to thank my parents.
For never being there for me,
for never seeing that i really was dying inside.
I also want to thank brain.
For telling myself that im useless,
worthless,
ugly,
unwanted,
and for all those times i've cried myself tio sleep.
And most of all for telling me that slicing that blade,
against my skin,
would solve everything but,
It didn't.

I just want to tell all of you girls, or even guys, that are struggling with depression, or self-harming, that you ARE worth it. Don't EVER thing otherwise. 

 

                       




                       


         

      Let it snow, 
      Let it snow, 
      Let it snow.

                               
                      ♥ 

 

 
 

 

And I think over and over, why am I still here ?