Grant__

I hate when people say that suicide is stupid. Wanna know what's stupid? Making fun of someone to the point where they want to kill themselves. That's what's stupid. You don't know what it feels like to be in their position. It feels like your stuck in a hole and all the rude remarks and mean comments people make, is like dirt burying you. And all those remarks will eventually kill you. Like yea I get it when your joking around with your friends and you say mean things as long as they know your joking around. But saying a mean word to someone might be that last shovel of dirt that kills them. Until you're in a room with the door locked crying because people are rude then you can't say a f.cking word. You can't explain how you feel when you want to kill yourself. People say to do what makes you happy. When really, you don't know what makes you happy because those mean people ruined everything and you just can't find peace anymore. Until you know what it feels like to ball up in a corner and cry for hours until you pass out. Don't say a f.cking word. And please, if you don't have something nice to say don't say anything at all.

I just don't know how to tell her.

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