really is the last time I'll get to go on
I'm in hospital right now,
my family weren't even allowed to see me until last night. I
wanted to talk to all of you people one last time, but the
doctors wouldn't let my mom take a laptop - I begged them for
an hour to let her, even if I could only use it for 15 minutes (I
also begged them to let me see my girlfriend, I can be VERY
persuasive when I want haha) ... I was THAT desperate.
But yeah. This is the last time I'll be on Witty.. I could be
dead within 2 weeks. It sucks, but everyone will go on without
me. They all know that even though I'm not physically with
them, I'll always be there; and they can always talk to me,
even though I won't be able to respond.
Gah, there's SO many things I want to say to you all, but I
don't know how to say them, and anyways I always end
up saying the same kind of thing in my quotes in the hope that
people would be inspired. I'm a bit of a fail, aren't I?
I'm certainly no Martin Luther King Jr, or Nelson Mandela or
any of those awesome inspirational people.. I'm just an
ordinary 15 year old kid who's going to die of cancer :Z But
I still try. I don't like giving up. And I've been told
before that my quotes have saved people's lives. That's..
just amazing. It makes me feel like I have made a difference,
even though it was just a small difference to the universe. Does
that make sense? .. No, I didn't think so. x_x
So, all I can say now is.. Read my other quotes. You don't
have to fave them, just read them. And never give up on your
life. You can get through this. There's always someone going
through worse than you; someone who'd give anything
to be you.. Like, I'd give anything to be one of you people
here than be dying of cancer like I am now.
You want to be beautiful? Just believe in yourself. Confidence
looks good on a girl.
Thanks for all the love and support, Witty. You all mean
the world to me. I love you. <3