Grimey

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Joined: February 16, 2013
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user id: 350350
Gender: F

Hi, I'm Kristina. I'm Portuguese.
I'm thirteen, turning fourteen on July 13th.
 
I'm 5'9, which I think is tall but not extremely.
People say I look fifteen, and act older. But I don't know, really :$

I wouldn't say I'm really shy, but I do care a lot about what people think of me at first, and that kind of affects my way of socializing.

I'm in year 8, middle school.
I really don't know what to write here anymore.
I listen to hip-hop, RnB, dubstep, house and rock.

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I tend to feel quite apathetic and numb. Mostly when I'm at home, especially. I don't talk much to my parents, because I don't live with my mom, and I'm always scared of talking a lot near my dad because he might just find something 'wrong' in the event I was telling him about.
So I live being careful with my words.

In year 6, when I was eleven, I tried Codeine cough Syrup for the first time.
Now, it's been two years and I'm still drinking it, even more often now. But I'm getting worried, because I get angry when it finishes, I get frustrated, and even if I'm not drinking it, knowing that I have it, makes me feel secure.

I started cutting when I was eight, because my parents were always arguing, and it was too overwhelming for me to have to be the 'adult' and step up, and figure things out by myself. I knew they separated before they told me, and I was always so aware. And now, looking back, I wish I wasn't. Because I was an only child and I had to stay strong, and act okay, because my mom was sad and my dad, well, my dad didn't share his feelings.

I stopped cutting when I turned ten, I learnt to cope with it, mostly because I didn't want the scars. But I never really knew it was wrong.
I still have tendencies now, but it's much better.

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One thing you should know about me, upfront, is that I smoke weed, and I'm an atheist.
I feel the need to tell you this, because I don't want to make friends just for them to later* find out about my habits and/or beliefs or lack of thereof, and then just stop talking to me.

I know, I'm weird, but, give me a chance? :$
I promise I'll try to be nice!




 

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AnaCastro196 1 decade ago
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Thank you. Your pretty too!!! Girl if you need someone to talk to im here for you
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Princess* 1 decade ago
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Aw thankyou:) x
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