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I just don't feel the same anymore. </3

I'm so tired of nobody caring about me. The only reason I'm here is because people need someone to yell at. They can't yell at the perfect star student, she might not be perfect anymore. And everyone wants a perfect child. Then why even bother telling people I exist? Thanks so much to the people who are suppose to love me. Thank you for not caring about me. Thank you for making me cry myself to sleep every night. Thank you for people asking me why I'm so sad at school all the time. Thank you for never being there when I needed you. Thank you for always showing your favoritism. Thank you for the thoughts in my head that are saying just leave and never ome back. Thank you for teaching me that not everyone is who they say they are. Thank you for everything.

This time, I wonder what it feels like, to find the one in this life, the one we all dream of, but dreams just aren's enough so i'll be waiting for the real thing, i'll know it by the feeling, the moment when we're meeting, we'll play it out like a scene, straight off the silver screen, so i'll be holdin my breath, right up to the end, until that moment when, i find the one that i spend forever with. Cause nobody wants to be the last one there, cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares, someone to love with my life in their hands, theres gotta be someone for me like that, cause nobody wants to go it on their own, everyone wants to know theyre not alone, somebody else that feels the same somewhere, theres gotta be somebody for me out there. tonight out on the street, out in the moonlight, and dang it feels too right, it's just like deja vu, me standing here with you, so i'll be holdin my breath, could this be the end, is it that moment when i find the one that i spend forever with ?cause nobody wants to be the last one there, cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares, someone to love with my life in their hands, theres gotta be someone for me like that, cause nobody wants to go it on their own, everyone wants to know theyre not alone, somebody else that feels the same somewhere, theres gotta be somebody for me out there. you can't give up, lookin for that diamond in the rough, because you never know when it shows up, make sure your holding on, cause it could be the one, the one your waiting on, cause nobody wants to be the last one there, cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares, someone to love with my life in their hands, theres gotta be someone for me oooooohhhhhhhhhhhhh. nobody wants to go it on their own, everyone wants to know theyre not alone, somebody else that feels the same somewhere, theres gotta be somebody for me out there. nobody wants to be the last one there, and everyone wants to feel like someone cares, is there someone else that feels the same somewhere, theres gotta be somebody for me out there.

everything I'm not may be everything I am .

love yourslef, or nobody will .

what hurts the most is knowing you don't even care about me.