Hey there,
So, I needed to vent all this out. I need this guy in life. I
cant do this. Ive tried to erease you from mind. Ive tried, looking
forward. Ive tried, going places; Parties, ect. Ive tried, dating.
I cant, do this. Ive become a completely different person without
you. I have left messages for you, but you didnt reply. I found out
that you send a picture to a girl I hate. &You knew I didnt
like her. Now that were talking. You said you cried when I found
out. I just want you to be afraid of losing me. I may be young
(15), but that doesnt give you the option to take advanage of my
feelings. Its like we have run out of words, but the, I think about
how we wrote books to each other. This cant happen.. To me, to us.
Im broken, can you NOT UNDERSTAND THAT? OR do you just not care.
Ive told you things.. That ive never told anyone. We was so close.
We had memories. I was willing to be here, when you go to the army.
I was here, when you needed a shoulder to cry on. When
everthing was on your mind, I helped you. I was ALWAYS ALWAYS
there. How? How can you drop me? I feel like I was in a garden full
of flowers, sunny, warm, and with you. ♥ Now, I feel like a
tornado went by, broke down our flowers, its raining, storming, and
im there, by myself, hurting, broken, and helpless. You turned away
from me.. God only knows thats the last thing I needed. &Dont
get me wrong, This isnt all about me. But the fact of you leaving,
without a reasonable excuse, is horrible. I need you. More
than yesterday, &10x more than today. Come back. ♥