halahsat*

Status: Misfit.
Joined: July 22, 2011
Last Seen: 4 weeks
Birthday: July 16
user id: 198097
Location: Leeds, Yorkshire
Gender: F
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Quotes by halahsat*

"Your love made me lose my senses,

and a blind man can't see a red flag."


Life will move on and we still haven't talked to eachother again
Life will move on and I'll regret not talking to you when you looked at me like you wanted me to.
Life will move on and you'll wish you had stepped on your ego and came back to me.

Life will move on, but we won't.
I wonder.
 
I always wonder… when will I not think of you while hearing my favorite songs,
or while scrolling down my blog and reading all those poems.
When will I not think of you while watching a movie or reading a book?
I always wonder when will I not write about you at 3 am,
When will I not write about you whenever I’m holding a pen?
And for that matter, I need to stop wondering because I forever will.
 
 






He was lost before her, now he's lost in her.



 

There’s a fine line between really liking someone and loving them…
at least that’s why my grandmother told me.

She told me she knew she crossed it when she started seeing
my grandfather whenever she tried to imagine what her future might look like. 

That left me wondering, when did I cross that line with you?

 

Maybe it was when I stupidly smiled at you when you told me
the necklace you always wear is a gift from your mom, not a girlfriend.

Maybe it was when I stopped hating yellow as much as I did
after you told me your yellow hoodie was your favorite.

Maybe it was when my lazy Fridays were no lazy no more
because it was the only day I got to see you at my grandmother’s house.

Or maybe it was when I finally saw the beauty in the poems my mom hanged all over our bedroom walls.

 

Indeed grandmother, there’s a very thin lie between really liking someone and loving them.
You were really fortuitous for having known when you crossed it. 

But for me, I definitely know there are more maybes yet to come.

 

 





There will always be something missing.. someone missing.
I will always feel that this isn’t whole or will ever be again.
My feelings will never be the same anymore.. they will not have the same radiance as before.
But I will learn to live with that, to cope with it..
because somewhere out there you’re living the way you always longed to live.
Somewhere out there you’re finally the person you wished to be.
You finally exiled who people thought you were, or wanted you to be.
And that alone makes me filled with happiness. 




 

 
 









He thought that sacrificing himself for their love would save her but he didn't know the pain of losing him would make  her lose herself too.  


 



 

Hold on to me,
because I'm a little unsteady.






 
 
I have already lost touch
          with a couple of people 
                                  I used to be



 







 



 




 


 

 

 
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